Saturday, July 09, 2005
woke up with a heavy heart today overwhelmed by emptiness. everything's changing, nothing stays the same forever. is thr truth in the things we see and hear or is everything just a facade...
so tired.. was suppose to do alot of things today but i was too tired to get my butt out of the hse. my muscles are aching. my thumb hurts bad, and both my palms too. and i scraped both my knees. all these in just 2 training sessions. hah.. why isin't the sun coming out these days, esp during training days, i can't get a tan!! hah! 3 mths to promos. 10 weeks to be exact. and what the hack am i doing. so many things to do, just so little time. sacrifice is inevitable. i'm just so tired.
`JESUSLOVESME. ;
THETOOT
i'm quitting school to become a farmer in Australia. i'll spend my time wakeboarding, skateboarding, making wine, baking bread, playing jazz piano and singing as if i can. HAHA. WHAT A JOKE.
