For tea and sympathy

2006-04-14T23:05:00.001+08:00

i absolutely LOVE HOLIDAYS!! finally!!!!
time to start studying to. ahhhh. i really hate tests and all the blah blah blah.
pw shd be scraped. its sucks. it doesn't mean anything. all you get in return is seeing others get credit for something they didn't even put much effort into. so whats the point?
anws. yay! i went shopping today. whee. and had kenny rogers. plus 2 corn muffins!. fab.

i seriously need a break. from everything. almost.

2006-03-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

being an English student in jc rocks because you get concessions to plays, hence making them really really affordable.
FAS starts on 19 April. i really really hope we get to the semis.
i'm really loving songs by the ataris, dashboard and jason mraz. THEY'RE GOOD. REALLY GOOD.
I realised i haven't met a single one of my goals for this year. i'm procrastinating like ALOT, i don't complete my tuts and i'm not hardworking. HOW??!!! why am i such a bum. why why why, maybe i'm just not trying hard enough.
Man do not live on bread alone. i shd rely on GOD. because He shall direct my path. (:

2006-03-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

about a year ago. i was a very happy person, very satisfied. maybe only a little disappointed over the Os results. over a year, so many things have changed. i'm just generally not as happy as i was a year ago. you gain some and you lose some. seeing a particular someone yst brought back alot of memories. oooooooooooooh well.

the past few days have been torturous on me mentally and emotionally, because i got a 7 for chinese. and i hate making decisions and facing delimmas like this one, re take or don't. RAH. i finally decided today, after changing my mind like a billion times, to retake lau pok chinese. also, suddenly this thought hit me like a big yellow school bus. what if i don't make it after this 2 years in sr. which reminds of something some one told me abt more then a year ago. this suffering is only temporary butthe pain of regret will be forever. so moral ofthe story, study hard now if you don't want to bear the pain of regret for the rest of your life.

well, school can be interesting, i guess.

i have really weird tan lines on my legs now, because of training. HAHA

2006-02-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

Lit night was fab. i miss it already. En soir d'Amour.
hahha. it was fun. so was the whole english week.

CTs suck suck suck suck suck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HORRID.

nothing seems to be going well.

i want to shop i mustafa at 3am in the morning. HAHA. fun!!

2006-02-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

we're finally getting a proper coach! yay!training shd be better now, i hope!HAHA.
i'm never ever EVER EVER EVER going to be late i'll just not go if i'm late, it doesn't pay to try be a hardworking student, you rush to school tho you're so freaking late and get scolded by mr incredible with freaky eyes. AH! can't they be more understanding, its not on purpose.and they like to assume we're pathological liars who make up stories all the time.okay. i'm starting to complain too much.

i hate decision making. i really do. AH!!!!

2006-02-09T22:25:00.000+08:00

i've been rather upset lately.

maybe i do think too much.

2005-12-31T00:22:00.000+08:00

i finally went to sentosa!! with, denise, rebecks, bryan and leroy and evened out my tan. YAY.
well, its new year's eve, time to reflect and set goals. and also to thanks the people that have been ard all year.

some Goals or resolutions. or whatever.
1. i will not procrastinate
2. i will do all my tutorials
3. i will study everyday
4. i want to start driving lessons
5. go on a mission trip
and many many more.

and thankyou everyone for making this year a memorable one . it has been so surreal. with more downs then ups.
thankyou,
Leroy, bryan, scut : for being sunday lunch buddies. and being such greatfriends
Mali, ks, sam, lydia: w/o you guys i don't how i wld have survived in sr. and mali, thanks for being the first person to befriend me in sr!
Cara: for being my shopping buddy! and helping me with stuffs.
Jin: for lending me don't know how much money and the study tips.
Fran: for making soccer interesting and lots of other stuff.
Bong: for always being thr.
and you for teaching me to trust
and of course God for everything he has done for me. (:
and of course many many many other people, like my first 3 mths friends, who made 3mths so enjoyable and memorable and others.
have a blessed 2006 everyone.

2005-12-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

let's see. 4 days till sch reopens.
The homework
6 sbqs
gp (quiz, articles, outlines)
econs (tys, wb, aspire stuff)
Lit(the 2 projects plus finish reading aoi and sm)
aom tutorials

and i had a "fulfilling studying experience". today i finally started on hw, i did some econs tys and i did hist sbqs. HAHA. I AM PROUD OF MYSELF. and i'm finishing sm soon.
and i brought aoi dvd w/o the dvd in it. IT WAS AN ACCIDENT. i didn't know.
and bok ate almost all the chocolate which was supposedly for us. how cunning. HAHA. lousy pok.

on the way home i saw the most hilarious thing on the bus. this guy was sleeping and his head was rolling about literally. you know like when you do warm up for pe, neck rotation excercise. he was doing that. i had to stiffle my laughter so i wldn't look like a lunatic.

2005-12-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

I watched the proverbial sunriseComing up over the pacificAnd you might think I’m losing my mindBut I will shy away from the specificsCause I don't want you to know where I amCause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it’s ever beenAnd this is no place to try and live my lifeStop right thereThat’s exactly where I lost itSee that lineWell I never should've crossed itStop right there Well I never should've said thatIt’s the very moment that I wish that I could take backI'm sorry for the person I becameI'm sorry that it took so long for me to changeI'm ready to be sure I never become that way againCause who I am hates who I've beenWho I am hates who I've beenI talked to absolutely no oneCouldn't keep to myself enoughAnd the things bottled inside had finally begunTo create so much pressure that I'd soon blow upAnd I heard the reverberating footstepsSyncing up to the beating of my heartAnd I was positive that unless I got myself togetherI would watch me fall apartAnd I can’t let that happen againCause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it’s ever beenAnd this is no place to try and live my lifeWho I am hates who I’ve beenAnd who I am will take the second chance you gave meWho I am hates who I’ve beenCause who I’ve been only ever made me

2005-12-06T22:29:00.000+08:00

First of all, lydia missed me so much, she mad me this.

so sweet right? HAHA.

camp was cool, thebens are cool people. GO THEBES! HAHAHA. i learnt the importance of strepsils. HAHA. and malaysia, as usual the toilets are gross, the traffic is bad. they need to get road courtesy lessons. BUT the shopping makes up for it all!!! hahahahahaha!

earrings were 4 pairs for 10 rm. !!!!!!!!!!!!!! and even the R & R stops, the one at ayer keroh had a factory outlet selling nike, puma, adidas, reebok and all. SO CHEAP! and NICE. HAHA. My cousins are so cute and i think my grndma is super cool, cos she's 85 and she still can cook! so cool! and m'sia has DUNKIN DONUTS! and A & W. and the best of all, FREE ESPN!!!! hahahaha!

2005-11-29T16:16:00.000+08:00

today is finally a day where i have absolutely nothing on. one of those rare days, where i can wake up at any time. so i decided to check aspire, and my nice perfect day got ruin. because i realised i have 2 lit essay to complete by 5 dec. i have to do i by tmr!! cos there's ogl camp then m'sia trip. omg. then thr's the 2 lit projects. goodness i haven't read finish aoi!!! and there's still so much to complete in a month. there's so much i want to do next year now i wonder if i can even handle my studies. i'm pathetic. anws, street soccer is so violent, Caz has like don't know how many thousands even on her back. haha. poor thing! and kat tore her ligament, i think. and i have 4 bruises. hahahahah. lets stick to field soccer. haha. kidding.
and SCUTER! GET WELL SOON! you have to sing in the christmas carol thing. HAHA.

oh ya, and tpday i woke up with The get up kids and cartel stuck in my head so it was like. "one day you'll sing it out loud one day this will make you proud how long is to long..." hahah! weird!!!! 2 songs combined into 1. haha

2005-11-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

I HATE TOILET BOWLS THAT SPLASH! you know when you flush and the water splashes out gross!! and I HATE AUTO FLUSH TOO! it flushes at the wrong time and gives your butt a "nice" bath. GROSS!

Come to think of it i wonder how i survived 4 years surrounded by twits. It must be God at work. i think thats all, i'm just feeling extrememly crappy and bored today. please excuse me. if only lit was abt twits, i'll be scoring Bs. HAHA! i really cannot find the desire within me to read about how 18th, 19th century men flirt and have extra marital affairs. and can they be more straightforward. their subtle-ty strangles me!!

2005-11-04T15:46:00.000+08:00

i watched a cinderella story yst. yes the hilary duff one. don't laugh. the storyline is predicatable, cheesy yet touching at the same time. HAHA! but i have to admit, its a fairytale, such things don't happen in real life. besides, how many guys actually writes poems or love letters nowadays. haha.and would you fall in love with someone whom you met in a chatroom and havent seen before. i think its psychotic. but sometimes fairytales are much better then facing th harsh reality. i would so totally fall for a guy who writes love letters and poems and recited quotes from famous poets . so sweet can. HAHAHAHAHAHA!
hmm.. oh lydia. are still floating in heaven, or have you returned to earth already. hahaha!

2005-11-02T22:59:00.000+08:00

i thought blogs were meant for expressing your feelings . apparently not.

i was so wrong.
wrong about everything.

take me back to yesteryear.

2005-10-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

promo results are out. i did okay i guess. but still, lots of work needs to be done. I want to make it to smu in 2007 and i am determined to do so. i applied for advance placement program in smu, if its God's will i'll be selected. haha.

i want to go to sentosa! aft chi ao i guess. then i can go shoppping too. whee!

Father in heaven, pls pls pls pls pls let me scrape thru with a pass for chi ao. i promise i'll put my 100% effort into all my other subjects and use my time wisely and not procrastinate. pls lord, i do not want to retake or do clb nxt year. please God! amen.

btw, i am so in love with the dang'o show!! its the only show i watch now! besides, project runway that will premeire nxt mon.

take me back to that dream that i had.

to that dream let me be.

and in that dream let me stay.

2005-10-14T22:14:00.000+08:00

okay. today started out lousily, got bad remarks from lit. i'm so freaking scared now.
my econs is so screwed, and history doesn't look that promising.
and GP. OH MY!!! God please let me pass everything. please yet me be promoted with deceent grades.
oh and to top that off, i have school, yea, evry single day till the LAST DAY OF NOVEMBER. yea, NOVEMBER. SO UNFAIR CAN.
anws, it was lil lydia's birthday today, we watched skeleton king (key). ITS A LOUSY POK SHOW. do not watch. really. watch GOAL. it rocks. i'm going to catch another movie on tuesday, before we get bk promo papers on wednesday. and on tuesday, its gelare day and ben and jerry's day. ben n jerry's buy one get one free at GV! hah!
i ate so much pasta this week. anws LYDIA! i hope you had a great bithday shared with us! haha! and UNFORGETTABLE ONE!!! LOVE ME! haha.

2005-10-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

oh ya, the other day i dreamt of skateboarding and paulfrank watches. it was a really nice dream! HAH!
PROMOS ARE OVER! YAY!!
now for sucky doo pw.

2005-10-10T22:15:00.000+08:00

okay. going to town today for the first time in 9421207185662358163254162359417835 days!!
ahahahhah!!! anws, ate NYDC! SLURP! YAY! no more TTSH apptsssss!!
i have drawn up my shopping list already, haha! i hope i win luckydraw or something.
its is not an exhausisive list. haha!
1. 2 volcom shirts
2. mambo bag
3. that skirt
4. levi's jeans
5. The paul frank watch!! OMG, so nice!!its looks abit vintage (this is thee one i want!)

okay maybe i want this one. its a classic

this is really cool, TOO BAD its WHITE!

2005-10-07T23:27:00.000+08:00

okay. i thought i would blog.
please let me pass my promos.
i can't wait for soccer to start again.
i miss soccer.
i need to excercise.
i am fat.
little lydia pierced her navel,
for ALOT of money.
haha.
the use of assonance, the sound of the letter 'i' emphasises on my heart ache for the money spent on her belly.
the capitalised letters shows us that it is INDEED ALOT of MONEY.
hahaha!!! just kidding lydia, don't whack me. HAHA!

thank you God for all you've done.

i miss singing and walking down the streets with you.

2005-09-22T19:05:00.000+08:00

my stash

1 box of frosties
2 boxes of kinder chocolate
1 box of milk duds
1 packet of mashmallows
1 box of baby biscuits
1 packet of combos

no wonder I'M GETTING FATTER.

promos in exactly a week. 7 days.
and lets see what i hv accomplished,
hmmm... NOTHING!

2005-08-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

i don't want just a memory, please give me forever.

2005-08-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

okay.. i realised that i haven't been able to do the stuff that i want i didn't get to go sonic fest, fop and i didn't fast due to soccer trainings and matches.!! ah! where has my life gone to? its gone! i had this really horrible dream, i dreamt tt the doc told me i fractured my thumb too!! OMG!! bt the events tt followed aft tt was nice.. haha.. too bad it was just a dream... oh well.. anws, i last match for soccer, a really light week ahead. yay!! haha. the MACBETH play by the young co. is the FUNNIEST ever!!! ESP the peeing part omg!! its just hilarious la!! the bottle was freaking huge!! ahahahah!!!i think i laughed my brains out!! it was really cool overall. haha!

2005-07-21T20:08:00.000+08:00

ah! i am depressed.. so super super sad, not because i fractured my bloody finger but because it means i can't play in the coming matches!!! i feel like crying!! i'm so freaking sad. why did this hv to happen!!!! i want to play soccer!! i enjoy catching and kicking balls!! ahh!!! i want to play in the matches!!! i am so super sad! Ah!

2005-07-09T13:07:00.000+08:00

woke up with a heavy heart today
overwhelmed by emptiness.
everything's changing,
nothing stays the same forever.
is thr truth in the things we see and hear
or is everything just a facade...

so tired.. was suppose to do alot of things today but i was too tired to get my butt
out of the hse. my muscles are aching. my thumb hurts bad, and both my palms too.
and i scraped both my knees. all these in just 2 training sessions. hah..
why isin't the sun coming out these days, esp during training days, i can't get a tan!!
hah! 3 mths to promos. 10 weeks to be exact. and what the hack am i doing.
so many things to do, just so little time. sacrifice is inevitable.
i'm just so tired.

2005-07-04T19:52:00.000+08:00

just came bk from shopping!! HAHA.. WHEE!! window shopping half the time tho. hmm. i hv concluded tt shiny sequins are in this season. ahahahah. anws, bought some earrings and a braclet at a bargain!! hahaha. and a wallet too. heh. MALI!! we must go bk thr again soon!! and get the 3 for $10 plus one pair free earrings yea!! haha, and those really cool shirts!!! haha wwhhheee..!!! saw some cool belts too. hahah. thr's sch tmr.. so sad.. ahh.. i'm bored... fast and pray as started..must start tmr!!

2005-07-03T19:30:00.000+08:00

the Cts are finally over.. ah... its good tt its over.. yay!! then when
you return to sch the teachers will just hv to remind you tt yr promos
are coming.. and you get stressed all over again... Blah.. lots of things
comming up, 40 days fast and pray, national day, sonic fest, fop and of
cause LIT PRODUCTION OF OTHELLO!!! ahahaha.. oh ya, and soccer 7 a side
tornaments.i've been intoxicating my body with caffeine for this past week in
order to stay awake and study... i need to go on a detox!! ahahaha.. i'm
so tired.. i heard bugis street has re-vamped, yayness!! haha.. i didn't
even know they renovated i'm like so out of touch with the world. but i do
know what's in this season.. the BOHO LOOK!!! ahahaha. everyone's goin boho..
heh... mb i'll go visit bugis st tmr.. its a HOLIDAY!!! ahahah!!! yay!!
then can do a little shopping. i didn't even know great s'pore sale was over.
heh.. today, FCBC had their service at expo too.. so many people!!! they
took up all the parking lots. had to park way at the back.. ahahah.. anws
i'm just borrrreeeeddd. bored and boreder. i'm hungry very hungry..
i promise to fast at least 3 days a week! tt's a start yea!!! heh.

-nothing i can do abt it, nothing i can say to bring us back to whr we were when life was not this hard, looking back it all just seems so far, so far away.-

2005-06-25T20:48:00.000+08:00

lit CT today was a total screw up!! ah, i can only blame myself. anws went shopping aft tt. we looked lyk total idiots in our sch uni in town. we were the only ones!! anws, walked here and thr and everywhr. saw this pair of nike shoes whooo.. very nice. hahah. and this shirt at mambo.. whoo!! very nice again and the leather belt frm ripcurl!! REallyy cooLLL!!!! hahaha. anws i only bought dri fit shorts for trainning. hahaha. saw this braclet really unique bt so expensive. haha. shin left for church and lydia her dental appt. i hope you didn't get lost!! haha!! went to mali and i wnet to eat at pasta mania and talked lots.then headed hm my eye bags are freaking huge now! ah.. people aren't always what they seem, everyone seems to hv some deep dark secret within them. ok i'm exaggerating. yea, and i think blogs are attention seeking. some ppl's blogs just scream "read me!! i'm dying for attention!" for me a blog is to crap abt nonsensical stuff and pass my time. i am one bored person with no life.. seriously.. tt's what jc life does to you. so ppl going to jc enjoy your PAE aka first 3 mths play all you want then be prepared for shit. haha. i'm bored. seriously.

2005-06-22T14:34:00.000+08:00

i'm just so tired
won't you sing me to sleep
and fly thru my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
i just ain't the same without you in my life

i'm so tired, so tired of everything. studying esp. i'm going to flunk
my CTs. ah... i wish i was back in France, back thr whr everything seemed
far away, whr i didn't need to bother abt anything, whr i cld busk in
the serenity and laugh and be as spastic as i want to be.
i'm so bored i didn't go for my mock today, so going to get slaughtered
blah! thr's nothing on tv except humphery bear and timbles. so boring.
mango sales starts tmr!! haha. gotta hit the books.

1 Peter 5:10 and the God of all grace, who called you to His eternal glory
in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and
make you strong, firm and steadfast.

2005-06-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

hey!!! i'm back!!! miss me?? ahahah.. wanna see some photos?? heh..http://community.webshots.com/user/m_an_daheard church camp was good. won first right. hahah! =D

2005-06-07T15:28:00.000+08:00

leaving for France soon!!!! my flight is at 9.30 pm i think!! hahaha..hv to be at the air port at 6.30. which is sooon!!!! ahahahah.. don't miss me people!!! hahaha! btw, soccer is really fun you know.. ahahah! supposedly going to hv friendly match with aj amd sa on fri bt most of us hv lessons on fri and i won't be in s'pore. so sad!! soccer's cool ok.. i'm just crapping cos i'm so bored, hv nothing to do.. so bored!! beginning to realy move my cca, the girls thr are so noce and fun la. hah! gpp done already!! left the surveys and interviews.. mid yr coming. sad!! so sad!! very scared!! i'm freaking out!! aHHhhHHH!

2005-05-31T23:08:00.000+08:00

looking at the j2s mid yr results really freaks me out. i can definately confirm.. sr is nt a lousy sch.. seriously, its the ppl tt are in it.. if you don't wanna hlp yrself no one can man.. since you're here just accept it la, moaning and groaning or wishing you were elsewhr won't get you anywhr, really.. ppl actually can get triple Fs and a fail in gp. which equals to zero points. shocking la. at least pass gp rite. the teachers are definately really nice, except for some blah, i shall spare the details. ah.. so scraed for my mid yr nw, i think i'm freaking out, i still can't write a proper hist essay!! yikes!! and ah... i kinda hv no mood for france... i miss those times...

2005-04-27T19:08:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i'm in sucha delimma... i wanna go fpr the europe trip but i wanna go for church camp too!! ah!!! how how how. blah. europe is lyk once in a life time. sistine chapel effile tower and petite trianon!!! ah!!! how la, tell me how how how! aft much debate i decided to collect the forms for e trip. deadline is friday. i've to mk a decision b4 den! ah! how. most likely i'll be goin for the europe one. but church camp's fun.. but lots of peeps nt goin this yr. aiya. how. if i go to europe, dione don't angry okies!! u'll still hv leroy, bryan, scut, denise, eh grace? hv to go do pi.. so tired.

2005-04-19T18:52:00.000+08:00

blah.. my timetable sucks to the core. i end 4.45 everyday except wed n fri. oh but wait xtra lessons on mon and tues so i end 5.30. thurs 5.30wednesday 1.45 when everyone else ends at 1. blah. so freaking tired. then they have this eng lit ting. stay back til 8pm on tues and 8.30pm on fri. pob can't go for cell anymore at least till aug. wed cca. sobusy. so tired. don't hv a clue hw to do pw. suppose ti hand in my draft gor PI nxt week. 2 tests nxt week too. blah. i shd jus camp at sch. hahanothing much jus wanna grumble abit only la. hahaha.

2005-04-12T20:46:00.000+08:00

sometimes seeing ppl in sajc uni is depressing. the uni so nice! so sad
... ahahahah.. i've goten over it. but sometimes i can't hlp but wonder
wad ppl tink of me when i'm wearing the sr uni. dey prob tink i'm some
loser desperate for a jc eduction. but i don't care anymore. shdn't let
ppl's opinions affect me. sr can produce top students too ok. thr're many
11-15 pointers in sr ok. ahahahahahhaah. sr is nt tt bad. at least our
batch is quite ok. hahaha.

2005-04-12T20:27:00.000+08:00

i really hv nothing much to blog or rather i'm lazy. today had tec.. quite fun la. first time tis kindda ting fun. hah.. suppose to hlp u bond with yr class. hah! i didn't know my class gt such interesting characters. all quite enthu. thr's this really corny guy. n tis swt looking girl but she's damn enthu. hahahahahha. thr's a girl named baby la. hw cool is tt.and lotsa other intertsting ppl. great class. 1A03. ppl in arts are fun ppl wad can i say. sci is Boring!!! ahahah. blah. i need o get a new bag, running shoes and pencil case. i haven't buy since dunno hw many thousand years ago. ahahah. anws. so tired. my face is lyk red. blah, frm the scorching sun. so tired jc life is tiring. i don't know if i wanna join band. they hv practices on sats! horrid!!they said they'll put all of us in for syf. i tink they really need ppl they need flute and oboe players!! ahahahahahahaha! i'm thinking of joining soccer or touch rug. hah! which???? or jus stick to shooting? i wanna play a sport. must keep fit! hah! i'm so tired yawn.

2005-03-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

Your Word is a light unto my path
Your Love guides me through my darkest night
And even though sometimes Your ways
I cannot understand
I'll never walk away because my future's
In Your hands

I don't care what people will say
I'm running after You
I won't turn back and go their way
Coz I'm running after You
Yeah I'm running after You
I'm running after You
(I will run to You)

I don't care what people will say
I'm running after You
I won't turn back and go their way
Coz I'm running after You
Don't matter what may come my way
I'm running after you
It's You I'm following today
I'm running after You

I'm running after You

2005-03-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

ahhh... so many tings hv happened. ok not alot la.. jus the posting n easter. i was so freaking disappointed when i got posted bk to sr. why did i hv to be born in the bloody dragon year. blah. cld hv made it to cj but noooooooooooooooo!!! AHHHHAHHHHAHHH!!! i stil haven't gotten over it. i know i shd but its hard. i'm scared to go to sch la. not funny. everything abt sr is wrong. the principal, the uniform, the pe tee, the subject combis, the results. they don't offer e combi i want!! everyone thr is appealing out.. SR = school of rejects . tt is so true everyone thr is disppointed and sad basically. so u can jus imagine the atmosphere. i really feel sorry for the ogls. somehow they love sr, n are so enthu. sad to say, the reat aren't. what's worse is when u hv lyk zero friends thr with u. ok la, hv but they in sci. i chose to do arts. i'm still hoping my appeal will be succesful. pls pls pls. i nv wanted someting so badly b4. blah. oh Lord! pls!!!!

2005-03-13T20:23:00.000+08:00

i haven't bitched abt ppl in a v v v long time... n i don't intend to start again.. thr are so many ppl walking ard trying to be so called "cool" dress cool.. tink they're cool... nt talking abt anyone in particular jus in general.. see so many of those kind in lousy pok esss. even in sr..... there's always the "cool" clique and the geeks or nerds. the cool clique of of cos the popular ones mixture of boys and girls. usually preety and good looking.. yea.. but wadeva.. i admit in lower sec i used to be one of those idiots admiring ppl in the "cool cliques" trying to become part of them. i look back nw n i feel really stupid.. now i don't care anymore.. to me now.. the really cool ppl are ppl who dare to be themselves.. they hv their own mind they don't follow trends, or do whatever ppl are doing. they wear wad they like not cos everyone else is dressed lyk tt. they can be themselves ard anyone. nowadays, everyone is lyk so not themselves..dress lyk and speak lyk ppl whom they tink are cool and the "cool" person is actually copying another cool person.. blah blah blah.. self confidence is something many ppl are lacking nowadays.. i'm one person with minimal self confidence... at least i'm being myself now.. what's my point? i donn't hv a point.. i'm jus crapping.. wahahah so bo liao rite.. ahah wadeva la.. i'm one bored stoner. yea.. i wonder who started the nehx, lorx, worx language... its so amusing to me tt ppl actually lyk and tink its cool to talk lyk tt... i tink its really embarassing.. for all u know whenever ppl in us or uk happen to read their blogs or friendster pages their laughing their heads off at the language we use.. tt is so not something to be proud off.. wahahahah.. speak noramlly la.. wad's wrong with tt.. alittle singlish nw and den is ok.. blah.. buts wad's up with using mutiple "Xs" at the end of each word..decor ar... hahahahahahah... ok i better stop i don't know wad i'm talking already.. ahhh... i'm jus eh... bored.. oh well happy hols every1!! n be yrself!! yea... wahahah.. ok.. the above is jus plain rubbish, i am so bored i wanted to slp but cldn't get to slp. lalalala. oh well. =D
-quiet is my loudest cry- -those who hope in the Lord shall renew their strength...-

2005-03-10T12:42:00.000+08:00

boo boo boo.. i did fine for Os fine enuf to be out of sr n hv more options , cldn't hv asked for better. i'm so bored... i only went to sr once this week.. haha. tues n today i didn't go sch.. really bad headaches.. yst i crashed sa.. its really a pleasant sch, the more i look atthe uni the more it rawks\ oh well... this is so depressing... i wanna eat ice cream. ice cream ice cream. i guess i'll go to sch for the last time tmr. my frens are staying thr, they chose to stay thr!!! they've gone nuts!!!!! i meaN yes sr isn't tt bad the ppl rawk, the teachers are fine, the principal sucks.. but academic wise, its quite bad... well ppl's lives, their choice i guess it doesn't matter whr u start its how u end. so what if u're in rj or vj or hc... u're still gonna sit for the same papers, it doesn't gurantee a place for u in the uni... u can stil fail yr As. ok.. i'm nt making sense. i jus hope i haven't made any wrong decisions, i don't want to hv any regrets anymore. so ppl, study hard!!! wahahah, i'm crazy. i'll miss the ppl in sr... happy memories to keep but its time to move on. yea... lalala, swensens having great offers. go eat swensens. ice cream sundaes at $3 dollars only!!!! wwwwhhhheeeeeee!!! ahahahaha. - i want to be optimistic, but i hv to be realistic.-i believe prayer changes things.

2005-02-24T18:38:00.000+08:00

i crashed cj the other day.. its ok la.. not bad the campus beta den sr hahaha... eh today woke up late dodn't go sch.. i feel so weird.. shd hv gone to sch.. hahha.. moe is so freaking irrtating.. jus hand over e stupid results and end my misery... wahahaha.. ok over reacting i'm jus bored so i decided to blog.. i shd hv gone to sch... wahahah. woohoo!! i almost shot bullseye yst lor!! wahahha.. really ar!!! hahalalalladeelalala.. yellowcard rawks!! wahahahaha... hmm... ppl who write big letters small letters are really begining to irrtate me alot ! and the worx ,nehx ting too.. alittle still can stand but nt too much.. wahahaha... realy it can get super irrtating. jus speak properly no harm.. i hv nothing to say actually... ok.. oh.. i really really wanan go sentosa n tan... thr's class outing on sat.. haha.. i am super extremely bored.. tink i'll do someting to my blog.. its startin to look abit ah-lianish... eeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

2005-02-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

hmmm... hws yr CNY been.. for me its as boring as ever la.. haha, cny is always boring... hahaha.. hmm, did some thinking today.. haha.. too bored mah.. the song 'the reason' really reminds me of last year the times when we church ppl used to be so close.. leroy, scut, bryan, stef, dione n me.,. always go out together aft church n stef n during hols, jamminghahha goin retard... wahahaha... those were the times.. nt as if nv goalready but we always go tm.. tt's so sad la..n stef always nv join usalready.. n everyone juz seem distant..haha.. guess things do change... oh ya, n those times aft cell we stay out late talking crap n stuff nplaying outrun, sentosa last yr was one of the funnest day eva.. hahhaoh well.. memories.. haha.. things can't be the same forever, juz didn't expect things to change so fast.. oks.. i'm not depressed or anything la.. wahahahaha.. nt goin sch tmr whole class nt goin... haha, anws hv a great week ahead ppl!!!!

2005-01-20T19:36:00.000+08:00

hmm.. hw long since i last blogged? nt too long ago la hor.. wahaha.. anws i gt my class combi n all already so i'm taking maths, econs chem thr's 3 classes wif the same combi.. hah.. anw, nw the time table damn slck wan.. wahah.. for e.g today was chin lect den break den econs lect den break den chem den break again haha, den went out wif og to kovan to eat.. haha, nt suppose to leave b4 1 but no more lectures already so leave lor, so many ppl oso left.. ate kfc laugh lyk siao lyk tt, den walked ard abit den walked bk.. went for shooting.. freaking gun super heavy.. 5kg or something... i'm sucha lousy po shooter.. wahaha!! out of 10 shots i only shoot lyk 5 in the circle, the rest on the card but out of the circle.. hah.. so pai seh.. hahaha... feel lyk joinin odac, hah can lose weight! wahahahah.. hmm. tmr damn slack dunno go sch for wad.. only 2 lectures chem n maths.. den the rest is break n hall talk, tmr oso get full time table.. wah juz nw the band person call me .. no comments man.. wadeva... aiya.. oso muz try to understand tt guy poor ting la, muz call all the j1s ask why dey nv go band or if dey goin for the camp.. i didn't even know thr was band pract.. haha.. wooh oh ya, the gp test tt day, muz write essay.. wahaha, i didn't know wad to write lor so i juz crap n crap abt the tsunami n nicoll highway collspe, i didn't even know my facts.. hahah, really nid to read newspaper ar.. hah. its the third week of sch already so fast.. hah.. tis fri no sch!! hahaha! can slp n wake up late!! cool... hah. oh ya, tt day the camp briefing super funny!! wahhaha, wah tt pl girl, siao cha bo she was lyk giving excuses to the teacher tt she dun wanna stay over so she was lyk "this sch is so old, i can't imagine slping here, eating here, bathing here, doin everything here!" den she kindda implyed tt the sch gt ghost!!! wahahaha.. den she said" i'm frm a all girls sch, i'm a sexist! i can't stand boys, i dun lyk being ard boys.. so yuck!" goodness!!!! wahah, i was lyk laughing lyk mad lor, u hv to see her actions n all den u get wad i mean, lyk tt say no effect! hah oh ya, n the lil boy who acted in dou fu jie tt old cheena drama isin sr j1 hah, n thr's tis guy who dey say looks lyk pan wei bou. hah aiyo, my fren so excited, stare at the guy so obviously!! wahaha ok time to ZzzZzzZz! hah. niteysto dioney: u evil mommy!! wahahahaha u muz learn frm my korkor, so gd n nice!! wahahahahah!!!

2005-01-11T19:58:00.000+08:00

hmm.. ok, to pls my mommy n brother i shall update. wahahah.. eh, 1 week since sch started already.. sr is nt as bad as it seems la, it really ok the ppl thr are really nice n friendsly, esp my ogls.. wahaha.. anw last wed was lyk raining super heavily den at the busstop the studernt councilor was giving out umbrellas! wahaha, den thr's tis really nice j2 gal who shared e umbrealla wif me.. wahah, she was lyk talking to me thruout tt stretch of rd.. wahaha.. but my shoes were lyk soaked thru n i had to wear those socks n shoes still lyk 8 plus, cuz of camp fire reach hm, my feet super smelly lor.. wahaha..., nws is sample lectures ok ok la, sometimes, the whole og dun go wan , den slck in the canteen talk crap n play cards,, wahaha.. chose combi already, i beta get my first choice or i die, hah.. i taking mathsc, econs n chem.. blah, hv 2 learn a maths n my own so can catch up, but i hv "tuition teacher" free wan somemore, wahaha. anw on sunday my mommy aka dioney, she super bad she tryto disown me n bully me.. wahaha!! den tt brother of mine, oso so bad they all laugh at me wen i accidentally drop some food.. hurh.. wad to say.. it runs in the family.. wahahah!!! i tink tmr start proper lectures.. oh crap, the econs notes.. aiya.. wahaha..ok, i nid to go try more a maths.. i am so hardworking.. wahahah, kiddin.. tink cca i wanna join shooting, hahaha.. or someting else la hah, soccer?? siao. liao.. wahahaahahha/

2005-01-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

since i'm so super bored i thgt i wld blog juz came bk frm holidaying inm'sia n hk... in m'sia, we drove up nothing much happned on e first dayFOS rawks... huge store in m'sia, stayed in sunway lagoon, juz nxt 2 pyramid... e nxt day, shopped abit more, bought some stuff.. they hv lyk usher n stuff in cassette form, su[per cool.. wahahahah... den went to dinner at some cheena resturant family gathering.. my aunts n uncles frm aussie, london flew in to m'sia.. they booked a private rm.. 3 tables n karaoke.. can u believe it... wahahahah.. n they were singing oldie cheena songs n stuff.. gosh.. n some oldie eng songs too.. wahahaha.. then headed bk to e hotel...third day had an hour to shop den had to set off bk to singapore.. reached hm ard 8.. gt stuck in jam in s'pore...den packed my bags for e hk trip, nxt day wake up 5 a.m go airport. ate subway den boarded the plane.. hong kong is okok la.. espirt real real cheap!!! gosh.. their stuff was way way cheap.. wahaha... stayed at sheraton... they hv cable n their bathrooms v nice.. wahahaha.. really cool... haha, went to the peak.. pretty nice place, nice fab scenery spend abt 3/4 of e day thr, den headed bk to e hotel rest, went 4 diner n explored abit.. on friday, we went to avenue of stars.. n roamed e streets.. macs thr cheaper den s'pore.. didn't hv time to go bargain shopping at those "markets" anws, the buz came to pick us up to e airport ard 5, reached ard 6.. checked in, then ate ajisen for dinnerden boarded e plane n touched down in lovely s'pore at 11.30.. hmmsch's starting.. i dunno wad to expect.. oh well hv faith, it'sin God's hands.. uh huh... oh ya.. i hate m'sia toilets, really disgusting n oh ppl actually carry baskets of pirated dvds n vcds into restaurants n start selling them, lyk those ppl who walk ard in the national stadium selling drinks on national day.. hah.. only 10rm.. wahaha.. ok hv to slp long journey to sch tmr..wahahah.. happy new year everyone!!

2004-12-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

hmm.. long time nv blog?.. eh oso quite sian.. not v gd mood oso recently
pray pray pray.. prAyer changes things... someone pls tell me everyting's goin
to be alright.. hahahaa... i hv no idea wad i'm talking abt.. haha.. hmm..
kindda miss band nw.. sectionals.. n gosh!! i miss foot drill!!! wahaha.
mb i'll go bk n visit band one day.. i dislike ESSS, but band wasn't all
tt bad.. it's one of e best tings in sch.. wahaha.. nice ppl, nice music
okies.. juz realise i'll be leaving 4 m'sia n hk tis comin sunday..
so fast.. i will miss all of u!! hahaha.. esp dioney.. aww.. are u touched mommy???
i'll miss u forcing me to be a retard.. wahahaha.. kidding! heehee.. anws,
my arm n legs are aching frm playing tennis n running ard.. wahahha.. so unfit
need to excercise more.. n lost weight.. n eat less... heh.. sch's gonna start
soon.. oh well.. God will mk a way when thr seems to be no way... haha..
wad else is thr to say.. i'm so freaking broke.. lyk ZERO.. n u know wad
stef, dione, bryan, leroy, scut: i thgt we were suppose to go sentosa n ice skating?????
wad happened.. wahahah.. we all haven't been out together.. well except on sundays
for a long while huh... i'm feeling really crappy nw... i lyk ryan cabera's song
true.. its so soothing.. wahaha.. can put me to slp.. hehe... in a gd
way.. haha..it'll be christmas in 4 days!! haha..

a whole new life is ahead of me...

2004-12-16T22:41:00.000+08:00

hmm.. juz got bk hm.. watched national treasure heh.. i didn't hv to pay
anws.. wahahha..juz realise tmr n level results out.. anws all e best
to all those who taking thier results.. tmr, posting of e 3 mth course ting
oso out.. sian.. i stil haven't decided wanna go jc not.. juz go try la
but i dun wanna be "all by myself.. dun wanna be all by myself" wahahah
i 'm cranky... hahahaha.. anws i'm bored n i dun feel lyk watchin OC
thou its the LAST EPI... i muz be mad or someting.. arghh.. i'll juz ask
someone to tell me wad happened.. i am such a slacker.. wahhahahas..
gosh.. anws, christmas is nearrr!!!!! yayee!! thr is seriously someting wrong wif me
muz be the cheese n onion chiiips i ate yst.. wahaha... oh ya. i gt cheated
by LJs again.. always wan.. they said thier coke n sprite no gas, only hv
ice tea or green tea.. lyk wad the.. so i said ice tea.. n i forgot to say
"DUN WAN UPSIZE!!!" so i ended up paying more n i'm broke.. ppl.. e trick
LJs ppl use when taking yr order is for yr drink they will ask u "medium or large?"
n the trick to answering is.. saying "dun wan upsize" wahahaha.. or u
end up paying for a upsize.. so conniving rite.. wahahaha.. anws all e
best to the ppl taking thier N results ya..

2004-12-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

today.. watched tv e whole day n kept eating e peanut cake ting.. haha
anws.. decided to do e cell blog again.. but couldn't rmb e password n
stuff so i created a new account.. anws e blog add is eh.. oops can't
rmb.. my brain is rusty man.. eh.. -only-way-.blogspot.com .. stupid name
i know.. u tink of a better one then change la k.. hahaha.. anws boring day
slck e whole day.. nice weather tho.. i wanna go shopping.. hv to shop
for christmas presents soon.. haha.. okies.. off to slack more...

2004-12-06T21:04:00.000+08:00

hmm.. so long nv blog.. hahha.. so sian wad.. let's see.. eh, last tues went prayer
meeting for e first time.. haha, supposedly suppose to watch taxi first in e end ended
up watching them play lan.. so fun rite, i broke my puzzle bubble hi-score in my phone
hahahahahaha... anws didn't want to go at first but i went cuz aft tt can go eat roti
prata.. hahahahaha.. wed slack at hm the whole day stone away.. haha
thurs went shopping n watch christmas with e kranks hahahaha, fri suppose
to go ice skating but reach thr leisure park closed wahahaha, so caught
a cab to bugis, play outrun till so sian man.. then went macs for ice cream
leroy's ice cream dropped onto e table n.. blah blah. to cut it short is was
"the chocolate bao strikes bk" aka tissue wanton vs choc bao.. hahaha..
went for cell, then dione n i learn abit of guitar.. haha, sat went ou wif, sharlene,
cindy, denise,casper, hong yun, vincent, jeremy, kelvin, lendl clement n kenneth..
went to play pool then walk here n thr n everywhr then ended up in cartel eating
then went arcade then walk her n thr again then went starbucks then hm
hahahah, itink caught lyk e last train hm.. hahha.. sunday, watched the christmas musical
rehersal, was suppose to plat califare role with dione, hahaha, but invovled in someting else liao
haha.. so in e end stef did.. heh.. all i can say is weird role..which invobles crawling on e floor?
then went grandma's hse, aiyo, my little cousin so small only wanna cycyle, her feet can't even reach
e pedals, byut she can cycle.. haha, n my other cousin, rich kid, loves thomas e train, n those trains
cost lyk few hundreds including e staion n all.. so i play wif him trains haha so cute, oh b4 tt went leroy's hse
watch them jam.. not bad la, they recorded 1 song, nice nice..
haha.. today juz came bk frm playing pool again, gt a terrible headache so was abit quiet
hope i didn't spoil anyone's mood or someting, heh, so came bk earlier.. so i'm rotting away nw
hahahas.. i wanna go shopping shall go nxt week.. haha

2004-11-28T19:27:00.000+08:00

since i'm bored.. i tot i wld blog.. haha.. okies, today was baptismi slpet so late but i woke up juz to go baptism k dione.. haha.. kidding worship was great today, word super short then took bus to pasir ris park sat on the steps it was so hot.. hahaha, anw reached tt played ice breaker my shoes n jeans gt all muddy.. congrats dione n charm on baptism n e rest toothen went to wash up.. then it started to rain... decided to sit in e rain anw was soaked alreay.. was really tired to called daddy come fetch me bk again.. haha.. let's see friday had cell played tt old blanket game but was quite fun.. haha, then charm led word.. haha,stef n dione gave me this super belated present hahaha.. the O level aftershock kit.. hahaha.. really nice box btw.. haha, n the stuff inside are nice to nw my rm v nice smell.. hahahaha... thx alot again! ahaha.. then yst went kenneth's bbq.. bbq abit then sit thr with sharlene, jing mei, cindy, lendl, desmond, hong yun, vincent n clement n his cuz... then talk crap... hahaha... tho i hv to admit abt half i dun understand.. hahah.. then went to play pool/billard.. i didn't play haha, cuz i'm lousy man.. haha... then aft tt went to kenneth's hse sit thr n stone for awhile while stoning tt gay guy went up to clement's cuz n was lyk "hi, wad sch u 're frm.. blah blah.." mb he's being friendly but it sounded as if he was chatting him up.. LOL serious.. hahaahha... anw thr was tis guy can't rmb his name.. eh, ah dominique or sometinghe ofered to sing songs.. first time someone offers to sing a song.. haha, then he sang my heart will go on n dancing queen.. hahahaha,, it was ok la... hahahahaha, cldn't hlp laughing tho.. hahatt guy is also one LOTR freak man... he was goin on n on abt LOTR, lyk a encyclopedia.. i ting hecan write an info booklet for LOTR.. hahahah, all e weird names n stuff.. hahah.. then he kept insistingkenneth was tis LOTR character.. Arragon or someting.. hahahah..then jeremy came then kelvin..played uno.. super funny.. 1 game can tk ages to complete, then e loser had to dance or sometingn kelvin danced ai ni... LOL.. ok.. hv to stop... cont some other time..

2004-11-26T16:14:00.000+08:00

helllo.. i am so freaking bored n so broke.. no $$$.. being penniless isa horrid feeling i tell u.. nvm, i shall not eat for lyk 1 week n i'll save alot.. can lose wieght oso.. hahaa..yst went for pa training forgot everyting liao can'thlp la, e last time we did those stuff was in july? very long liao leh.. hahanw can't even coil wire properly. hahah.. so funny, they were hving worshippract then jere was lyk "playing e drums" the chairs were his drumset n highlighter n pen as drumsticks.. hahahaha.. so cute, when they sand One way he waslyk jumping n "playing e drums" stef reorded it on her phone.. funny .. hahareally cute, n he keep running ard n dioney chase aft him.. i tell u all ardioney is a pedophile (dunno hw to spell but u get wad i mean rite) she "terrorises"kids.. haha... last sunday she stood outside the gents waiting to pounce on jeremyi tinkor was it shane.. hahahahaha, n yst she was terrorising poor little jerehahahha.. kidding... i'm bored to forgive me 4 my lameness.. hahahaha, later hv celli'm so bad.. Hurh! Dioney n stef ps me again, u 2 big PS-ers.. dioney can forgibe labut stef u big PS-er!! hahahaha.. kidding.. aiya.. u sos poor ting la hor gt cheenatution.. awwww.... hahhaha.. i talking crap but wadvea i'm bored... ek, my mom says hvto go tk flu jab.. needles! yuck... anw i cldn't slp at all last nite cuz the freakingfan was lyk squeaking n making weird noises as if its goin to blow, so i on e air con insteadthen was lyk so cold then i adjust the temp then to hot.. so it went on lyk tt fore whole nite.. in e end i juz ren e coldness.. hahaha.. so dumb.. hahahaha.. yst's Oc wasso boring!!! Ryan is such an idiot, seth is juz pathetic, marrisa is so pitiful, theresa isso xtra, julie is marrying tt old guy(ewwww) can't she pick someone her age, n summer is.. oknothing really wrong wif her... hahahaha.. i'm crapping.. i hv nothing to say so i'm juztalking rots..

2004-11-24T15:48:00.000+08:00

hello!!!! i'm online man!! i can blog!!! i can read ppls blogs!! i can check my maili can listen to music, i can chat online, i can type on the keyboard, i can surf neti can dl stuff, i can view stuffn i can update my blog n of cuz i am no longer deprivedso cool rite.. hahahaha.. ok.. enough crap.. guess wad?? freaking Os are oevr!!hahahahha!! yeah!! alright!!! so fun!!!anw on sunday i was lyk os goin to over aft church went bugis hahahato play n walk walk hahaha.. so fun.. hahaha.. went shopping past 2 days didn't buy much thocuz not enough cash yet.. muz save alot alot then go shop at one go then shiok mahhahahahaha... anws watched incredibles already!! so nice, super funny osojackjack so cute hahahaha...can u believe tt subway can run out of bread??? hahahahaanws tink i dun wan go first 3 mths.. so lazy.. play 1 mth then go bk to sch.. lazy to go register oso la.. so mah fan... hahaha, i am at lost of words i dunno wad to type!! ahhaanws, now i owe alot of ppl b-dae presents n stuff.. haha, n i'm so short of cash.. haha, christmasis coming.. so fun.. i'm in the christmas mood already.. haha, later goin sun tec.. hahaeh.. shall blog more later, i need to go explore the web now..ha

2004-10-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

oh, & hApPy b-DaE LEROY, u're a big kid now.. hahaha

2004-10-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

hihi, so long nv blog le.. so juz blog.. relax atiny bit.. haha
gotta get bk to studying soon.. hmm, gt L5 for one of my essay quest
4 hist mock.. hahahaha, finally!!! haha.. gt bk report bks today
tink my sch didn't do too well.. oh well.. wad's new.. haha, nope
we'll improve... almost freaked out on sundAY realised O level sci
pract is nxt monday!! 18.10 .. wahhh, so not prepared for tt esp chem
my prelims pract all juz pass dunno hw ar.. haha, well i'll do my best
n wif God's hlp hopefully i'll do fine.. time passes so quickly so fast
goin to Os liao... scared, Oh, to all those who finished thier exams already
enjoy yr holidays!!! hv fun ya.. hmm, sunday went laguna with dione, leroy
m bryan ate fish n chipsn orange juice all dione's mom pay so pai seh..
haha, then suppose to go study, then we end up playing those game machines
haha, the guys played metal slug,, so noisy.. me n dione played tt machine
alot of games wan, gt monsters n spot e diff, haha.. then go try tt ball game
so cheat money wan!! hahahaha.. anws we did study.. alittle.. haha! okies
gotta get back to those books.. actually aft awhile its not tt bad lah
haha, i dun hate phy n chem so much liao.. haha, its quite interestin..
lolz, okie, tk care all!! =D

-suffering is temporary, but regret is forever-

2004-10-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

Got back results le, L1R5 17… not gd enough to get me to whr I wanna go but I guess I cldn’t hv expected anything beta then this, didn’t get my A for humans alittle disappointed, missed the A by 1.5 marks.. haha, n my sci miss a B by 1.5 marks too.. so pek chek.. hahah.. juz hv to work harder for Os, sch sure no moderation.. anw thank God for helping me.. haha, feel so full now.. full of liquids.. haha, went lib to study with Bi drank ice mocha, then hot chocolate, then later met with e rest took 969 down to woodlands, wad a bumpy ride, haha almost fell over a couple of times, then reach thr ate macs drank coke, e fish burger was lyk half uncook gross.. hahaha, then went for cell at zai jie’s hse.. his mom is so good, keep offering food .. haha, n the sandwiches she makes rawks!! Hahaha, no appetite oso managed to eat 2 of e sandwich.. v delicious.. hahaha, then drank ribena… n water.. hahaha… then scut’s dad gave, dione, , Leroy, bryan n me, a ride to sean;s hse whr our parents were.. reachthr all the parents waiting outside liao.. hahha, then nw juz reach hm.. . hmmm, block lessons starting le, graduation on 22 oct abit late hor, but anything la.. haha, anw its not even graduation nite its graduation day , in e afternoon muz be the principle wan to save on food again.. hahaha, had emergency exercise e other day, was so noisy in e hall, they gave out water ppl start poking holes in e bottle with their collar pins n squirting water at each other.. hahaha, n e whole hall was wet n filled with wet tissues n empty bottles, hahaha.. boredem drives ppl nutz…. Okie, gotta, start studying soon.. so sian, but can’t lose steam got to keep e engine running.. hahha

prelims are over!!

2004-09-27T19:06:00.000+08:00

Hmm… been long since last blogged.. prelims are officially over… haha, start getting results tmr, gt bk geog today, A1 hahaha.. tt’s a gd start.. haha.. my bio pract was kind of a failure had to pour sodium bicarbonate into e syringe then put the left discs in then turn it over push out the air then pull out agin then shake it until all e leaf discs sink.. I cld juz laugh at myself.. was such a klutz when doin the experiment, push out e gas I ended out pushin out everything.. hahahaha, pull out I use too much strength n the plunger came rite out, n my answer booklet was drenched in sodium bicarbonate.. hahaa, anyway I repated e experiment lyk 3 times all failed then no more sodium left.. haha, so juz crap my way thru, heng still hv 2 other easier experiments hope can pass.. yst went bugis played outrun lyk 12 times.. hahahaha, so cheap all for only $2.10 , today’s paper 1s were ok I guess but I’m quite scared esp sci!! hmm, block lesons start tmr.. 4 periods of eng straight aft recess every wed n thurs!! BOREDEM!!! Hahaha, anws God really hlped me a lot thru out e prelims.. prayer works! Haha oh watched white chicks.. super funny!! haha, abit racist la.. haha, but super funny.. haha, hmm, during Oct cell at woodlands!! hahaha, abit far hor, bu nvm.. haha

ALWAYS
HILLSONG Key: D
Worship

DID YOU
Bm
RISE THE SUN FOR ME?
OR PAINT A MILLION STARS THAT
I MIGHT KNOW YOUR MAJESTY

IS YOUR VOICE UPON THE WIND?
ISEVERYTHING I’VE KNOWN MARKED
WITH MY MAKER’S FINGERPRINTS?

BREATHE ON ME
LET ME SEE YOUR FACE
EVER I WILL SEEK YOU

‘CAUSE ALL YOU
ARE IS ALL I WANT,
ALWAYS DRAW ME CLOSE
IN YOUR ARMS
OH GOD,
I WANNA BE WITH YOU

CAN I FEEL YOU IN THE RAIN?
ABANDON ALL I AM TO HAVE YOU
CAPTURE ME AGAIN

LET THE EARTH
RESOUND WITH PRAISE
CAN YOU HEAR AS
ALL CREATION LIVES TO
GLORIFY ONE NAME?

yay!!

2004-09-18T00:37:00.000+08:00

wooHhh... i'm finally online after 1 week plus.. hahahaha, this week has been really tiring n busy man.. haha, i tink the earliest i slept was thurs.. slept at 1 a.m haha.. anyway my prelims, my humans papers was ok, counting on them to pull my grades up my phy paper was a killer, i did the tys gt hlp frm frenz abt reflection refraction n the stupid ac generator n transformer crap.. in the end the questions tt came out looked so foreign to me, not even a similar one frm the tys.. haha, juz hoping i dun screw up my p1 n practical or i'm goin to fail... maths was okok but i din't complete.. hmmm... juz left with bio n my practicals nw.. feel slightly realxed,, haha, been thinking alot the past few days abt certain stuff... really regret some stuff i did in the past i'm glad God put me back on the right track.. realised tt we always judge ppl too quickly w/o judging ourselves first.. we nv think why some ppl do the things they do.. everyone does things for thier own reasons, feelin guilty abt somethings.. but wad is done is done it cannot be undone.. haha, so it can only be made beta i suppose... anws thank God for hlpin me thru this toatlly tiring week, the latest i slep was 4.. had big eye bags n i'm hving a pimple outbreak!! argHHhhh!!! haha... had cell today learnt some new stuff, n thgt abt some stuff.. haha, hmmm.. then went to play outrun.. STEF u're improving, haha, looks lyk the black car is yr lucky car.. hahahaha... somethings hv really changed n its quite sad... haha, oh well, tt's life.. haha, God is always thr, tt's something i learnt this week. haha.. ohhh, so many great movies to watch but juz no time!! haha... btw anyone knows whr to dl mp3s?? tell me k.. haha, thx.. oh ate choco sundae for the first time since sec 2?? ahha sooo delicious.. YUMMY!! hahaha...

all day

2004-09-07T20:31:00.000+08:00

This song rocks! anyone has song in wma format upload to iwebmusic k.. haha

ALL DAY
HILLSONG
Key: B
Praise

I DON’T CARE WHAT THEY
SAY ABOUT ME
IT’S ALRIGHT, ALRIGHT
I DON’T CARE WHAT THEY
THINK ABOUT ME
IT’S ALRIGHT
THEY’LL GET IT ONE DAY

I LOVE YOU,
I’LL FOLLOW YOU
YOU ARE MY, MY LIFE
I WILL READ MY BIBLE AND PRAY
I WILL FOLLOW YOU ALL DAY

I DON’T CARE WHAT IT COSTS ANYMORE
CAUSE YOU GAVE IT ALL
AND I’M FOLLOWING YOU
I DON’T CARE WHAT IT
TAKES ANYMORE
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS I’M
GOING YOUR WAY

I LOVE YOU, I’LL FOLLOW YOU
YOU ARE MY, MY LIFE
I WILL READ MY BIBLE AND PRAY
I WILL FOLLOW YOU ALL DAY

ALL DAY, ALL DAY
NOW, ALL DAY

ANYONE AROUND CAN SEE
JUST HOW GOOD YOU’VE BEEN TO ME
FOR ALL MY
FRIENDS WHO DON’T KNOW YOU
I PRAY THAT
YOU WOULD SAVE THEM TOO

2 weeks b4 i blog

2004-09-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i tink tis will be my last post till prelims are over.. at least i hope, the comp is very distracting... haha, hmm. fri ss paper scq jap's pop didn't study tt so didn't really understand but did my best, didn't really complete the last sbq. essay did s'pore indust. last quest didn't write conclusion.. no time, n eng dunno wad i was doin went to do expository which is not advisable, and when left 15 mins then i realised why i do tt quest, nw scared write out of pt then fail, arghhh.. i guess i thgt it was juz another test but its the prelims!! arghhh.. decided to leave my options open i shall do the best i can if i can mk it to a reasonably gd jc i'll go.. haha, today when amk lib to study with kenneth, sharlene n lendl... met kenneth first at yck then met sharlene n lendl at amk lib.. did the st andrews maths paper.. aiyo, dunno hw to say its not hard but u really need to use yr brain.. hahaha, then studied abit of bio, studeid frm 11 plus to 5? sharlene's fren who called while we were studying, then put her on loudspeaker then tt kenneth crap so much to tt person he doesn't even know in his horrible chin.. hahahahahaha.. later decided to go play pool, cldn't enter cuz one of us was not yet 16.. haha, then went k pool dunno wad lendl say then they allow us in, me n sharlene dunno hw to play pool so juz watch them play first then hey teach us play.. i guess pool is fun.. haha, but i not v gd at it, haha, play more then will get better liao juz lyk outrun.. hahaha, then went to macs to eat order so much we all cldn't finish.. haha, kind of no appetite muz be the chicken mayo snadwich with the brown lettuce i ate at the library.. haha, kk gtg study nw. i muz push myself, perserverance!! haha, okie goin to try to study now.. haha, church tmr...

missin pps days

2004-08-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today the aces day was a total flop no one was doin at all.. tried to be enthu abt it haha, but the ppl ard me aren't so end up chit chattin.. haaha, n the poor kickboxing person was standing up thr n not many were following her.. haha, then had lessons 2 hrs, recess.. then concert... it was not bad, loved the combo band performance really cool n funny they played that thing u do was kind of lyk a joke performance to mk ppl laugh singing horrible but the ppl v entertaining with thier groovy moves.. haha then huda sang bring me to life no idea she cld sing so well!! haha, then they sang "i cld of yr love forever" which is a christian song.. not bad!! haha.. then the had this quiz abt guessing whick work station or body part beonged to which teacher.. haahaha, hilarious!! then the teachers did this impromtu performance singing n playing the electric.. haha not bad.. then was abit late liao 12.45 bythe time left sch 12.55 then caught a cab managed to reach parry in 15mins.. didn't get to see mrs paul cuz she gt meeting.. oh well at least gt to see my ex classmates.. haha, rminded me of my pri sch days, was so nerd then.. haha, but had alot of fun with my class.. haha, somehow i prefer my pri sch frenz n church frenz over my present sch frenz.. i don't know why.. ppl in the north are diff frm ppl frm the east.. haaha, mb tt's why i dun really lyk my sch, dun really get along with ppl in my class as in i'm not really myself when i'm ard them.. haha.. hmm, anyway it was nice meeting my pri sch frenz after so long.. some of them changed alot.. haha, valen-change alittle only, denise- become so pretty n lady like voice so swt!! hahaha sharlene- pretty much the same Jazzreel- changed alot ar, saw her twice b4 n both times almost cldn't recognise her.. haha cindy n jing mei oso nv change much shannon- grow taller, haha gt braces, lendl looks the same, grown taller i tink, haha kenneth- wah so tall!! but stil lame la.. hahha kept on suaning sharlene abt being short the whole day, ahaha... chun liet oso nv change much, clement grown taller, haha... went compass point to eat, ate bk, then some of them left, then the rest of us walk walk ard compass point walk in circles.. haha, then when starbucks sat ard talk talk, haha, sharlene kanna suan abt being short until so chum, hahaha, then they really go tk milk frm starbucks n give her.. haha, had a gd time was nice seeing them again...shd hv brought cam then can tk photos, haha, left ard 5 plus, on the way hm had to switch buses n i boarded the bus on the wrong side.. muz be too long nv go hougang liao... hahaha, realised was on the wrong side when i saw heartland mall.. haha, thx shannon for telling me i was on the wrong side.. hahaha, forgot to return denise her $2 oops, dunno when then goin to return her liao.. haha... hope to see u ppl soon.. haha, gtg slacked too much yst hv to catch up nw.. haha

sat sun

2004-08-31T20:37:00.000+08:00

hmm, thurs went for sci pract, woke up late!! aiyo.. then my dad fetch me to sch was stil late when reach kanna scolded by physics teacher.. so sorry really didn't mean to overslp... then had chem pract cldn't get the results dunno when was the last time i actually gt the right results, looks lyk i'm gonna fail my chem pract.. then later on went hm did some work met leroy, dione n byran go heartland mall to meet stef then go gb headquaters for the ministry thing.,.. went heartland mall walked ard abit went bk to eat then went to tk neos...

haha, then thgt we were late ran all the way frm heartland more to the gb headquaters, dunnno why we always end up running everywhr we go.. haha, in the end was not late... haha, after tt dione, me n bryan stayed over at fifi's hse..went for supper at tis coffe shop along upper serangoon?? or kovanm hokkien mee.. haha, bryan made up tis story abt him being "married" to trick fifi's little bro shane.. haha he actually believed it n went ard asking ppl if it's real, haha then we said he was the flowerboy he was only 2 ect ect...haha, reach thr fifi's mum gave me n di some really weird looking pjs(no offence =P).. haha, i haven worn pajamas since p1 i tink.. hahaha, bryan n fif's bro, sean were playing comp games tiil quite late, di, fifi, n me were in her rm talk n talk til fell aslp ard 3..then went for church... did the usual played outrun after church, went hm did hw... n phy.. mon... okok day, during free period was sitting on the couch in library doin maths then fell aslp.. haha, went subway after sch met my sis.. finally my hearty italian bread with terriyaki chicken, lettuce n honey mustard sauce.. haha

haha

2004-08-27T23:54:00.000+08:00

hmm.. new layout, haha, kind of similar to the old one but at least it's not so pinkish now, getting sick of pink.. haha.. when i hv time then i add abit more colurs lar.. haha.. today sch was okok lor, after sch went macs to eat then went bk sch for detention... haha, to clear my guilty conscience of not going although i stil feel i shdn't hv to go.. but oh well.. haha... then went hm.. then met leroy n scuter for dinner stef didn't come cuz stomache ache n dione dunno wad la then can't meet us early.. went LJs to eat, ate the fish wrap not bad, i lyk... hahaha, then played 1 game of outrun then went to my hse for cell... cell today v few ppl tink partly becuz exams near n tmr hv the ministry gathering.. anyway worship was v good today... the ice breaker was ok something lyk blow wind blow, haha, then word talked abt alpha and abt proving tt God is real... so weird fifi n bryan nv come today, then abit quiet, lack of fifi's nosiness n bryan's funny-ness hahaha... tmr mb goin to heartland mall with the rest b4 goin to the ministry gathering thing somewhr in kovan GB headquaters or izzit BB haha.. dunno lar.. okie, hv to slp soon cuz sis wanna use n thr's sci pract tmr at 7.30 hv to wake up so early.. haha, niTezZZzz!!

gosh

2004-08-26T18:37:00.000+08:00

goodness.. i tink i'm syffering frm memory loss.. i can't rmb wad i did on fri n sat... hahaha.. i try to rmb.. hmm, sun after church went jamming, at least this time wan beta thenthe aljunied wan... hhahaha, then went to eastpoint had a v late lunch, 4 plus... then ard 5 left for home.. then had to study for ss... mon the sourc base ss okok la, then after suppsoe to go detention but tues hv ss essay mock exam then i wanna go hm study so didn't go the detention lor... then reach hm, no elctricity cuz they replacing the main switchboard or something.. was lyk sjd hv juz gone to detnetion at least hv electricity.. then so hot can't study.. so laze ard then play beach rally on the hp.. hahaha, so fun.. hahaha.. then finally electricuty bk then go study. i studied 4 chapters.. and u know wad? on tues the exam, none of the 4 chaps i studied came out!!! was lyk panicking, so i chose japan industralisation, was the only tink tt sounded familar.. was crapping thru, trying to recall frm when i last studied tt chap which was lyk beginning of the month?? then anyhow write lor, then use my brain abit tink n tink then the 2nd quest i write 2 paras really nothing to write liao then end up drawing stupid drawings... hahaha... so crap.. then wed had maths mock exam p1, w ah, they gave the o level june paper.. it was ok ok la, but i alot dunno hw to do my maths juz sucks... my brain was lyk abt to explode after doin the paper... haha, then yst ,wed bio was sooooo boring until i fell aslp, when u woke up the teacher was still on the same question.. had maths mock exam p2, wah this wan reallty hard, after 1 hr i was still at Q4.. then i quickly skip skip to those graphs n drawing type, then go bk n tink tink hw to do those quest again.. so crap.. bythe end of the exam, my brain really few lyk exploding reach hm, my brain was lyk half aslp.. cldn't do anything.. hahaha, today had eng mock exam, dunno was the passage saying wad headhunting n cannabalism// had to read each passage lyk 3 times really slowly.. first tim i tk 1hr40mins to complete.. haha .. anyway gt bk ss results today, so suprised tt i actually passed my essay.. haha then total up get A2.. hahaha, thk God for tt.. haha, then my maths P1 oso pass, thk God for tt again.. haha, juz hope P2 pass or juz fail by little bit.. haha, decided to go detention tmr, anyway it's a short day tmr.. haha, nw hv to go rush my phy tys... hmm.. i tried to upload the vids onto the net, tried yahoo grps image staion all cannot.. the files too big so i dunno hw, i go ask my fren, see if she knows.. . OhhhHh okok i rmb wad i did liao... fri had cell, met earlier with the rest, went to play outrun.. hahaha, then went to eat stef dione, n me ate chicken rice.. leroy bryan n scuter ate wanton mee i tink.. then leroy as usual la tk the longest to finish his food, and then bryan put his used tissue into the soup n it really looked lyk wanton.. leroy actually thgt it was n poured it over his noodles!! hahahhahaha, then later he realise the use his chopsticks to pick the tissue out and carry on eating.. hahahahhaah!! cell was fun, after cell they were playing guitar n playing stef's yellowcard disc, took come pics n vids.. pics already uploaded to my photos can go tk alook.. the vids i dunno hw to upload, haha, sat had chem n phy pract, disgusting test tubes n esp the testube rack n holder, covered with mould or some other disgusting thing.. ewwwWW .. OH i rmb wad i did on SAT.. i went to the hilllsongs united life at city harvest!!! hahahhaa, amazing experience was really really gd the bandof cuz, the speaker was oso great n the city harvest worship team was fab too!! cld really feelGod's presence.. and the place is sooo huge1!! lyk smaller version of indoor stadium haha, then after tt went with dione's family to parkway to eat then went hm did hw..

united live!!!

2004-08-18T18:27:00.000+08:00

wah i lyk few days nv update le rite.. hmm.. sat went gugis with stef, dione, leroy n bryan.. ate nasi lemak.. then played outrun, stef!!! u've improved! hahaha, n rockfever ahahaha.. so fun!! but so hard oso! dione so pro.. haha...then later stef n bryan gtg so me , dione n leroy stayed on n played afew more rounds of outrun.. played with tis guy who played outrun for lyk 100 times in a row... alone... hahahaha... then later we decided to go eat sewnsens topless 5.. only 1.39 till sep... hahaha, so delicious.. then sit thr n talk talk then went to walk ard saw this babok!!! gosh.. scantily clad guy, with mk up n big hair.. n heels.. hahaha, but he was lyk hairy arms n legs.. ewww!! dione didn't even realise it was a guy.. haha, then made an improtu decision to go watch fireworks!! soo nice.. WooHhh!! we were in the toilet at fullerton then heard ppl shouting "fireworks start oready!" hahaha.. then rush out.. then saw the fireworks was fab went bk ard 9.. then bathed m studied (yeah.. i studied!! haha) till 12 plus then went to slp... haha, then mon dun feel lyk waking up then i was thinking to myself juz 5 more mins of slp.. then the nxt thing i know i was waking up at 12.40.. hahaha obviously late for sch... hahahaha.. then ate lunch went to study somemore.. haha so guai rite.. then studied all the way till 6 plus... then watched tv studied till 12 again then slept... tues.. the idiotic naths/form teacher of mine scolded me lyk siao juz because i didn't go up to her to pass her my "MC" n she was like making a big thing out of it n it was only the first period of the day.. i only juz see her of cause haven pass to her the mc lah.. or haven even hv the chance to tell her i forgot to bring... wah lau.. then she was waiting for me to say sorry or something.. n juz made me stand thr lyk some idiot.. wadeva.. anyway she's old.. n lyk i expected she forgot all abt getting the letter frm me today. hahahaha .. then yst the priciple the dm all went to 4e3 n 4e4 class to catch the culprit who accidentally threw a pebble n almost hit a teacher... as usual mk a big thing out of a small thing again.. then they set some new unreasonable rules lyk.. if more then 5 mins late for lesson detention 3 times later then suspesion for girls n 1 stroke of the cane for guys.. ridiculous lah!! today, okok day quite boring... saw the class photos.. i look funny... lyk i always do in class photos.. hahaha.. then the maths teacher took so long juz to solve 1 question.. she spend half the time making stupid remarks n scolding ppl for the smallest thing.. aiyo.. anyway reach hm, i studeied again.. hahaha, did phy today.. later goin to continue.. oh.. i wanna go to united live at city harvest on sat 21 aug 4.30 or 7.30.. thr's oso one on sun 9am, 11am n 2pm.. tink i wanna go on sat see if can get ppl to go with me first.. haha.. oks... goin to eat diner at cartel later to celebrate my b-dae.. haahha.. goin to eat cartel again tmr with beez.. haha

poor me

2004-08-14T19:41:00.000+08:00

hmm.. yst did the cell blog abit pink pink hor.. i go change the colour later.. hahaha, today supposed to go to sch for chem .. but cldn't wake up so didn't go anyway it's mass tutorial kind.. go thr oso end up talking n not doin nothing productive.. haha.. siew feng was suppose to go with me study at subway but last min cldn't.. so i study alone loh.. at hm.. hahaha, anyway i studied today..! hahaha.. studied history.. spent 1pm to 5.30 pm studying,.. but only managed to complete 2 chaps.. cuz the chap so damn long.. anyway for Os only need 4 chaps i did 3 already so left 1.. hmm... write until my knuckles so pain.. haha then my new pen 1/3 the ink gone already.. hahhahaha.. was listening to rAdio while studying.. i work better with music.. then they kept talking abt the catwoman promo goin on at wisma atria n orchard.. n i was lyk.. so long nv go orchard.. start to get abit distracted.. haha...but i gt bk my focus.. haha.. then went to bathe went out alone to tm(so poorthing hor) to get dinner , then sun bian buy my jeans n kailing's present which is v v over dued.. hahaha.. then came hm le loh.. haha so here i am.. typing this entry... haha, nothing much to say liao.. haha, actually hv la.. but somethings beta left unsaid.. haha.. actually hor i want to say tt's wad a blog is for rite.. but i trying to tame my tongue.. haha, but if i dun say then i feel lyk wanna explode liao.. so long nv say out.. haha.. but cannot canot canoot.. shd juz keep it to myself.. arHHhhH.. but caan'TTt!!! i wan to say but cannot lah, later hurt ppl's feelings.. aiyo.. dun say beta.. but dun say lyk v wad leh.. so shd i juz type it out here..aiya.. but can't lah.. ok lah mb i juz say a little tiny bit... ok.....hmmm.. i tink dun say beta.. hahaha.. freakcled minded ass!!!! aiya.. anyone wan to be a gd samiritan then ask me wad it is lah hor.. haha, then i say to u.. hahaha... but come to tink of it it's goin to soundabit stupid.. ok.. wadeva.. haha.. shall go mk the haywire blog nw..

pics

2004-08-13T19:16:00.000+08:00

helloooo.. again as u can see i haven started studying.. haha goin to after i post this.. juz a couple pics frm the clusterbonding.. hahaha.. at east coast.. thr's more in my photo album, so tk alook if you're free.. haha

[this is wad happens when u're not prepared for slacking.. haha]

boo hoo hoo!!

2004-08-13T16:54:00.000+08:00

bleh... feeling lyk crap nw.. i totally screwed up my eng oral juz nw.. the exminers the face so stoney.. why i get them, the other grp's examiners so much beta.. mine the examiner both malays look so young muz be newbies... the examiner say the quest oso can say wrong then lyk so nervous.. she nervous i more nervous i'm the one being graded leh.. then they no expression wan.. blah.. anyway, screwed up the pic description.. then the conversation i contridicted myself alittle, dunno she gt realise anot i tink hv la.. haiyo feel lyk slapping myself.. hahahahaha.. my eng can't get the great i wan liao.. was hoping can get A2 but looks lyk can't cuz my oral's lyk crap.. . unless i p1 p2 do well loh.. hmmm.. aiya.. so wasted!!!! Juz realise today how slow i am other ppl start revision already i oso haven start not even a single pg... NVM.. now is not too late.. i muz buck up!! I CAN DO IT!!!! hahaha, Start today.. gt history n bio mock exam on mon.. hope i'll stop procrastinating n get down to work.. haha, I CAN DO IT!! i hope i can do it...

lalallohlohloh

2004-08-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

oops.. i'm supposed to be studying hist n doin my maths hw.. but the temptation of the intenet was too strong!!! arghhhhhhh!! hahahaha.. anyway juz nw maths ttuition gt do maths liao. so tmr do hist can hor.. hahaha.. i hv to stop procrastinating!! haha.. oops, hv eng Os oral tmr.. wish me luck.. hope i can speak with enthusiasim.. dunno hw i'm goin to do it.. hahahaha... n dioney!!!! i hate to break this to u but i've been trying to tell u so many times tt the reason is NOT U!! hahahaahaha =p

"i juz want u to know
i found the reason for me
to chaange who i used to be
a reason to start over new
n the reason's NOT U!!"

"i (don't) see yr face with every ounch i tk,
n every bone i break it's NOT FOR U!!!"

hahahahaha!!!

woooohoooo!!

2004-08-12T14:53:00.000+08:00

alright!!! woooHhoooHHOooo!!! i passed by CHINESE!!!THANKYOU GOD!!! AMeN! hahahahahaha, no more chin for LIFE!!! hahhaahha.... hmm.. is it juz my comp or is my layout alittle weird...

wad's the prob

2004-08-10T14:37:00.000+08:00

hmmm... sun after church went suntec with stef, dione, leroy, bryan n jas, ate kfc then went arcade played outrun, percussion freaks n rock fever.. played for abt 1 hr plus i think then went to topshop wanted to play wityh thier foozball table so pretend to be looking at clothes then after abt 5 mins went to play foozball... then we hog the table for lyk 1 hr pluz.. haha, play so long so we each decided to buy a 50 cent lolipop each frm topshop.. haha,

(leroy n bryan trying out sunglasses at topshop)
then everywy so freakin croweded went to pacific coffee the only place tt was not crowded bought sandwiches n mocha ... after drinking the mocha gt abit hyper.. then we were breaking the lightsticks n making quite abit of noise, then we put the lightsticks on our shoes n hands...hahaha, then went to the esplanade so many ppl.. practically squashed back to back with ppl.. then the 6 of us were lyk, squeezing thru.. wah.. not a v pleasant experience.. n really a wrong decision to wear skirt.. cuz didn't know we were goin to watch fireworks.. anyway it only lasted a few mins then we managed to squeeze into the esplanade.. arrrrhhh... air-con.. then sat thr.. and crapped n did some funny stuff lyk tis

haha.. still hv stef with the lightsticks in her hair n the act cute look.. hahaha.. then after tt we walked to the merlion thr, saw bi ee, fl, arnold they all.. then sat tat the merlion thr bought drinks then later some had to go hm so all of us went bk reached hm ard 11 plus.. reached hm still abit hyper then nothing to do stare at the celilng for dunno hw long then slept.. Monday, NATIONAL DAY!! haha, met dione, bryan n leroy took 31 down to eastcoast beach.. was abit late, played games.. no comments.. then slacked, so not prepared for slacking, no discman no cards.. haha, then played softball... then left ate, run all the way frm east coast park along the hight way pass the underpass, cross the road to the bus stop juz in time to catch the freaking bus.. then went aljunied to jam.. really lousy place but ok la.. then amps i think 10 yrs old.. haha.. not bad la, the jamming gt improvement.. hahaha, then went bk tamp stef, bryan, mervin headed hm... so, dione, jas, leroy n me went to play outrun then ate long johns then jas left so we juz sitthr talk talk then leroy's frenz asked him to go watch firworks.. haha, so di n me left for boring o home.. watched ndp onlythe marching in n out nice.. but i missed the marching in.. then singapore idol!!! hahahahaha, laugh till can peng so dumb.. haha, dunno hw to describe those who saw it u know wad i mean.. haha, then today stay at m trying to get out of the holidaying mood.. haha sianzz... the jet song, look what u hv done is stuck in my head!! hahaha

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2004-08-07T17:28:00.000+08:00

hmm.. yst sch ended at 10.. rather early... sch the usual loh hv the mini ceromony read the recollections.. then the secs one put up some performances mk music with home made instruments.. then had community singing.. the chior were perfoming wad they will be doin on national day.. haha so many props wan.. colourful ar.. haha after sch went to buy waffle then went hm liao... actually wanted go somewhr but feng's gradmother passed away then she cannot go out for dunno hw many days... her grandama pass away then she suppose to 1 wwek nv come to sch but she came bk ealythen on thurs all of us ruching to finish writing testi then i lloked up saw her kanna shocked.. she stand thr face pale plae nv talk lyk ghost lyk tt.. haha... then reached hm no electricty cuz of rewiring works... then so damn hot ar.. then nothing to do cannot watch tv no comp.. then i go pack up my rm.. so hot.. then go and clear up the living rm.. then use the battery operated vaccum lyk thing to clean the floor.. haha... then so hot so tired then fell aslp for awhile, then my hp ring woke me up.. then cannot go bk to slp cuz so hot.. then i went to bathe the water sooo damn cold.. then bathe finish liao hungry go see if gt thing to eat i opened the fridge .. a.. hv light.. electricity bk liao.. aiyo then i shd hv bathe lyk later then dun need to bathe in cold water.. then i wanted to move the fan frm my rm to the hall then it juz suddenly broke into half..!! hahaha so i watch cartoons loh, then awhile later dione msg me say she reaching tamp liao...so when to meet miss dioney.. but she wasn't thr called her twice nv pick up.. then later she called me, she kanna "kidnapped" by her frenz.. haha so i waited for her abt 15mins .. while waiting saw this nice shirt n pants in fox.. then i was abbt to walk to giordano then walking pass isetan saw leroy n his frenz then dione called she reached already.. dione n i walk walk abit, leroy went with his frenz..then we were talking at the fourth level looking at minitoons then saw this indian guy construction worker llok lyk phua chu kang.. hahahaha .. curly hair, witelong sleeve shirt, black pants n yellow boots.. hahaha, then leroy called then we went to macs n wait for stef n scuter... aiyo scuter v v v v blur.. we sitting rite in front of him he oso nv see, he lloked in our direction lyk 5 times nv see us.. hahaha, then leroy pretend he coming our frm toilet then act "surprised" to see scuter.. hahaha, then waited for stef.. went bk to eat.. ate whopper meal.. it's a "dangerous" burger to eat.. hahaha, then stefwanted to play "arrrrrrr!!!" aka outrun.. haha but cldn'tplay cuz they dun allow ppl in cca shirts to play oso.. aiyo cannot close one eye pretend nv see meh.. so went to my hse then scuter played with the hp tt sounded lyk powerpuff gals game.. but i dun think it was.. then leroy was playing with the electric guitar, stef was reading my bk then i was trying to think of icebreaker n dione was hlping me.. haha then went to stef, di n i went to meet the rest bringthem to my hse.. then had cell grp... hmmm... not so gd... nvm.. then later everyone left le, left stef, di, leroy n bryan... then .. then after awhile stef left thenthe guys played guitar then sang songs.. then ard 11 plus dione's mum came to fetch them bk.. hmm.. then reach hm.. cldn't slp read bk loh, then slpt.. today went tm with my sis bought a shirt then searched for b-dae gift for susan.. haha, the present v cute wan.. haha then walk walk ard bought earrings, the window shop for awhile then bought ya kun kaya toast.. so yummy.. hahaa, then reached hm watch vcd, then nw online.. hmm later wanted to complete my eng n sci hw hope can.. i CAN DO iT!!! hahaha.. hmm.. some ppl hv really changed... not for the better... haha..

hmmm...

2004-08-04T18:36:00.000+08:00

hmmm... when did i last stop?? sunday?? hmm. sunday, church was great.. kindda wasn't listening much to the msg.. it was healing service, stef n dione went out for prayer and i went to catch them.. haha.. they said tt the prayers for them were so spot on.. hmmm.. God's way.. haha... then went tm with bryan, dione, Leroy n jasmine.. ate LJs yuMmmmMMmy!! haah then went cs arcade played outrun twice then played percussion freaks then bryan had to leave the rest of us went to play rock fever... then headed hm... at night slck didn't do any hw at all.. haha then mon went to sch copy lyk mad.. haha can't rmv wad happened on mon... haha, memory failing... ohh.. had lab... took a long time to finish my phy expiriment.. cuz had to count oscilliations, sounds easy rite.. but try it with a spring tt bounces up and down 20 times n u hv to repeat tt 10 times... blahh.. can get giddy.. hahaha... anyway i think the spring bounce too fast i dun even know when it's 1 osciliation.. haha then had to rush to chem lab.. as usual dunno hw to do any hw any hw do loh.. wah.. heat until the test tube wanna break.. crack alittle then i quickly change test tube.. hahaha.. anyway the sch's lab equipment esp chem lab is horrible thr was this brownish greensh n whitish stuff all overthe testube holder n rack.. !! thr was mouLd!!! yuckkk!! anyway i anyhw do anyhw mix.. so heng nv explode or anything.. thr was this solution i think is mix duno wad and silver nitrate or wad.. gave this beidgy puke lyk colour... disgusting!! haha, bi ee anyhw mix then she add cold water and her test tube broke.. but it was lyk she pour the water in then the bottom part of the test tube juz slipped off.. almost no sound.. hahaha.. then juz copy ans.. then reached hm.. sooo tired no time to slp oso watched tv did hw.... tues.. hmm, had to "practise" ready the recollections for national day.. sian say soo many time i can practically memorise it liao.. then tt sickening teh keep on making us read with "expression" ... then had assembly, not so boring this time cuz gt this drama team come n acted quite funnny, thr was this gal frm light years thr the one who acted as kim.. her name caroline cheong or something.. can't rmb... wahh she very pretty all the guys walk pass her muz stare wan.. hahaha, then had sexuality workshop thgt it was going to be super boring... 3 hrs straight with no break.. turned out not.. the lady was quite funny... talked abt the usual lah but she add in abit of humour so not so boring then they showed this abortion video.. wahh sooo gory.. blood blood rushed babies, broken really tiny baby legs n hands, n part of the little tiny baby's face only few weeks old.. then they showed all this baby body parts dumped lyk garbage, and hw the baby was aborted.. hmmm.. today, went down for falg rasing late so those useless lousy prefects stop us frm goin down then the dm made us stand infront of the whole sch.. those prefects oso ownself comedown late then when we kanna stopped they pretend they on duty.. useless idiots.. anyway made us stand to embarass us but gt soo many of us, of cuz not embarassed mah.. then my class almost the whole class standing tt teh's face was lyk boiling mad.. haha... then return to class she scold us loh wad humilate her lah.. blah blah blah.. all abt her own face... anyway the aug issue of national geographic is sooo disgusting.. it's abt body fats n the frint cover is this fat fat fat woman's tunmmy it had lyk 5 layers of fats.. n thr was this pic tt showed the backs this grp of folks naked at a nude beach, n thier skin was lyk alll wrinkly n loose n .. yuck.. n thr was tis pic of a woman whole body tatooed even her armpits.. digusting.. anyway they mk us stand thr oso no use everyone was talking cindy qin, abigail, elf n me talking and complaining abt the prefcts.. haha.. ok, today took class pic, 6 ppl nv come ar.. ahah i think they purposely wan.. haha they dun wan to tk pic with the no fashion sense form tutor n sickening form teacher.. hahaha.. when taking the photo tt form teacher ask all the guys to comb thier hair down otherwise she dun wan tk pic with us.. haha lyk we want her in it so badly.. anyway the moment she sat down for the pic they all mk thier hair bk up.. haha... then the funshots, at first all plan nice nice wad to do then in the end nv cuz they tk so fast hui qin squeezed up the chairs n she almost fell heng i standing below her as her pillar of support.. haha, then had to tk height and weight haha they bully tt curry puff malay guy(his hair looks lyk curry puff.. haha) he's only 155 cm?? then he's abit plump i think the most he 60 plus then chris went to put his feet on the machine and made tt guy 80 over kg.. hahaha n the teacher didn't know and juz recored it down.. haha.. almost slept during chem was so tires.. then had maths remedial, ruahing to finish the ngee ann prelim p2 so hard.. bleh.... then had bio lab had to cut seed n stuff.. wah gt this seed dunno wad it's called petai seed or someting sooo damn smelly!! then cut open even worse stil hv to look at it closely n draw out.. wahh.. then yew suan use the magnifying glass to hv a clearer look n discovered tt wad i thgt was juz a brown spot was actually a worm!! hahaha.. grosss... then after tt went mac with winnie n florence bought happy meal cuz cheaper i told the guy dun wan the toy he kept insisting i hv it.. so i juz gave it to the little gal.. then reached hm.. so tired.. hahaha

long time no bloggie

2004-07-30T23:53:00.000+08:00

hmm... tues was boring had assembly wad boring recycling talk... then walked hm with winnie n xinyi.. my ulcer so pain, can't even eat properly.. haha, drink muz use straw lyk gu niang lyk tt... hahaha, then eat v slow.. haha... then wed.. sian the stupid maths teacher.. @#*&^$$!@#%&*&^@#%$$#*! purposely keep on delaying the time.. my recess so pathetic liao then at first she said go thru 1 quest then she purposely do so slow.. keep on.."and the angel is.. so this is wad?" when we lyk already know.. then she finish juz in time then she purposely do another quest.. then everyone was soo irritated liao then she lyk talking to herself n she purposely slow slow.. wad the!! then by the time she let us go my recess left 10 mins only.. then sooo hungry can only buy a lousy plate of hor fun tt taste lyk water didn't even hv time to finish.. haha, then thurs the same thing again la... obviously, then today she was lyk" i always hv a chair when i come to class. n i always ask for one so whr is my chair?" plz lah.. gt hands n legs dunno hw to ownself tk.. other teachers can u muz special ar... sian... and then stil hv somemore but i shall not flood my blog abt her... today during recess i was happily eating my oreo cheese cake then tis gal sarah, she's alittle hw to say erm eager to mk frenz?? she was lyk "elfanie wo you dong xi give u.." (passes drawing of powerpuff gals[not bad lah the drawing]) then she crapped abit then suddenly she was lyk "elfanie ni heng cute!! bi ee ni ye heng cute ni de pimples heng cute leh!" a.. then i told bi ee i think she suaning her.. hahaha, then later she went to buy her bread then i kind of lost my appetite alittle.. haha.. then after sch she was waiting outside for siew feng she was lyk" wo the class wan liao.. then wo wait for u go downstairs together.." (tk note tis gal is famous for wanting to go to ppl's hses n ppl to go her hse even if she juz gt to know u)the feng quickly say"a.. i need to go find someone byebye" then we quickly zhao.. hahaha... today, didn't hv bio pract! yeAhHHhh!! but had to go do project... waited for cindy below her blk for 45 mins? she told me to call her when i reached but she nv pick up her phone.. anyway turned out she had some problems in sch so left late. oh well, anyway only managed to do alittle bit of the project then rushed for tuition did 2 hrs of maths.. until my brain was lyk abt to explode.. hahaha, then left ard 6.15 took a bus to tm to meet dione, leroy n scuter.. met dione n scuter first. then later leroy n stef came... then running late da bao macs to daniel's hse.. oh ya.. dione was the earliest today!! hahaha, hmmm cell was quite ok, dione n jasmin abit siao seems fasinating with putting rabbit ears or something lyk tt n tking photos.. aiya.. kids... hahahaha! juz kidding... then stef left early today.. dione today alittle siao keep on changing the lyrics to hoobastank the reason.. hahaha, or was it me who started it?? hahahaha, then bryan n leroy played the reason not bad, me n dione juz sang along then left gt a lift hm frm leroy's parents as usual.. dunno why suddenly while waiting we keep on telling lame jokes n questions.. bryan seems to hv alot of lame but funny questions... hahaha, cell's at my hse starting nxt week n i'm leading ice-breaker.. hahahaha.. yeah tmr no sch i tink.. but alot of hw muz do 2 chaps of tys for chem n bio, cluster papers.. hope can finish tml.. then i will finally accomplish something n at least do alittle bit of revision time to start abit late liao hor.. hahha. can't wait for the national day holidays.. 4 n a half days.. haha

lalalala

2004-07-26T18:31:00.000+08:00

hmm... yst was sunday, gt some guest speaker half way thru dione's nose started bleeding.. haha.... then had sms.. then went to tm with stef, leroy n dione.. supoose to meet bryan thr.. then decided to eat at pasta mania.. eat until so full.. haha, bryan cldn't come out.. then went to play wad stef was craving for.. TabLe hoCkEy.. haha.. she n dione won.. haha, then went to cs arcade to play outrun.. wooohhh so fun!! hahaha, stef was goin crazing keep on screaming n screaming.. haha, i think my skills hv improved haha, at least nw i see the goal..then went to play the beat thing.. it's called Rock Fever 3.. haha then bryan said he can come down nw.. then Leroy said he had to go cut his hair.. so while waiting for bryan we played spot the diff then bryan came while we were still playing then suddenly Leroy pop put of somewhr.. haha, then went to play outrun a few more times.. haha i accidentally gt first.. haha, Leroy n bryan were lyk infront of the goal but waiting for the res of us to reach it then i thgt they wld hv passed it by the time i reach thr then i past the goal first... hahaha. then Leroy left with his frenthen the rest of us played rock fever 3 then played outrun 1 last time.. then went to play percussion freaks.. quite fun la.. haha, but quite bad at it.. can be improved. haha.. then went hm, went to my grandmother's hse.. my cousin lecia so cute, hahaha keep on wanting ppl to carry her n eat swts.. then came hm do hw.. today went to sch reaslise i didn't do the ss O level essay quest.. paper oso nv bring then quickl copy n copy.. haha... n today i steppe on a dead rat which was already squahed by something so it's eyes n brains n insides were lyk spilling out n squashed.. ewwwww!!! ok gtg do hw.. siAnnnn...

sch sucks

2004-07-21T19:06:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. i shall try typing slower to avoid any unintentional mistakes in spelling.. haha juz realised mytyping is really lousy.. haha.. hmmm, sch this week has been bad .. not exactly bad la.. but stil bad... haha.... i kanna detention 4 the stupidest reason.. tt stupid cross eyed teacher of mine accuse me of not tucking in my blouse when is was... then i think she realised it was then to save her face she kin of pulled out my blouse n made me stand for the rest of the reading period.. anyway thr was no reading period.. haha sing the anthem then go bk class for some stupid racial harmony thing... anyway i didn't go to the stupid detention she oso nv say anthing.. she pai seh liao.. hahahaha! and then tis other teacher. aiya dun wan to say liao...... anyway on monday went for the last week of orientation... i hear the song worthy is the lamb til alittle sian liao.. haha.. today went on stage to a.. hw to say see hw things are set up n stuff... learn hw to set up a channel.. dunno hw to say.. then i finally coiled the wire correctly!! hahahaha.. then after tt went with dione, stef, bryan n Leroy to glory to eat roti prata.. talked abt dreams n stuff.. hmmm, u know hor sometimes i dream of somethings.. then i forget abt itthen a few mths later wad i dream of will happen n i will be lyk why is tis so farmilar.. freaky... hahaha, anyway then diones's mom gave all of us a lift bk... tues was a rather boring day alomost fell aslp during hist while the teacher was explaing the source to us then he made us do sbq i was doin it half asp then half way thru then wake up.. haha.. hmm then had assembly.. hear the yucky priciple voice.. i thgt it was racial harmony day then she saytill Religious harmony day... Huh??? hmm,., today went to eat subway after sch mwth siew feng.. yuMmmYYyy... but expensive i dun need to eat for the rest of the week liao.. haha, but nice till nw i still feel full.. haha .. actually it's abt the same as delifrance but subway much more nicer.. haha, then went tm bought my froend's present then go look at Cds n clothes then headed hm... yst night i cldn't slp i thnk i slept at ard 1 plus?? i had to count sheep till 200 plus.. beta then last time count till 700 plus stil can't slp... hahaha.. oh.. tmr hv eng prelim oral.. hate oral esp the picture discussion.. wad u see is wad u see mah still need to say till lyk v interesting lyk tt... hahahaha, sure do v lousy ay pic discussion... oh well... i'm so short of cash recently dunno why... shall start saving so can go shopping sooN! haha

frenz are such wonderful ppl

2004-07-18T21:02:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today after church went bugis with Leroy, stef, brayn n scuter.. reached thr went to eat at KFC started raining while we were abt to cross the road then bryan had an umbrella so scuter n Leroy took it to protect thier precious waxed hair.. hahaha.. then reached kfc found a place to sit... shared buddy meal with leroy again.. the satay burger he sauce abit yucks... haah but the chicken nice.. haha.. stef finished 1 large mashed potato by herself.. haha when we left it stopped raining le.. then we went to bugis junction arcade.Played outRUN2 thr twice.. stef played the 2nd round.. haha, then played daytona.. then bryan went to play percussion freaks.. saw this guy n tis gal dancing para para the guy was lyk "high" or something.. haha, dance until super enthu.. then later bryan had to go le for his ncc parade or someting so the 4 of us went to play the beat beat thing.. we played easy.then itvwas really easy... hahaha.. then scuter played outRun again, accidentally competing with thisother guy anyway almost won but didn't haha.. then we went to the edge and walk walk stef n i were looking for a skirt tt looked similar to the one we saw at topshop n tis other shop in seiyu... but cldn't find.. then we decided to tk neoprints.. haha.. we took this big aching 21 diff shots but only can choose 6... i only hv 3.. i've put them in my photos... so fun tking neoprints.. hahaha... then we decided go bugis street to look for the skirt.. cldn't find any then we finally found a similar cutting it wad quite nice pink n gray or white.. stef bought it... the cutting v hard to find wan cuz the bottom is flaredf but not plaited but yet gt some creases.. hahaha.. after tt we walked ard in bugis junction for awhile then headed bk hm.. laughed abt somethings on the way to thte mrt.. hahaha.. so fun!! hahaha.. Feeling much better alredy glad to hv frenz lyk u ppl! really tks my mind off things n juz relax.. hahaha.. gtg do hw liaoz...

haha

2004-07-12T14:46:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i was free so i did alittle something to the layout.. haha changed the pic.. hope it's ok.. hahaa.. give yr comments!! haha. oso added a couple of pix..

buddy meal

2004-07-12T12:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm... i forgot when i last updated.. haha.. nvm a.. sat went to sch for sci practical... reach hm ard 11 or 11 plus lyk tt?? then later go confirm with them the time.. decided meet 2 at bugis.. wanted to slp but realise no time. haha.. so i juz reast on my bed reading a mag. then wait for dione's n stef's reply then accidentally fell aslp only woke up when dione replied me at abt 12.30?? then i realised abit late liao suppose to meet dione at 1.15... then i quickly go bathe all tt but in the end still late met dione at tm fox at 1.30.. so late! then we went to buy the underwear for stef.. haha and bought a bag too to put the present in.. but the bag cab see thru so we bought a cup with this cute face n a cover to stuff the undewear in.. haha.. it was 2 then stil haven left tamp.. sooo sorry!! dione's mom gave us a lift thr.. so got thr in abt 20 mins? then met Leroy, stef n bryan... then we went to mos burger to eat, then went to edge walk walk then decided to tk neoprint so went pretty in tokyo but alot of ppl then went bk to cawaii gals?? haha weird name.. then took neoprints.. quiute ok la..except for a purple tongue n green drool!! hahahaha.. then we went swensen's for ice-cream.. each bought our own.. stef had banana split, dione had coit tower, leroy had topless 5(dun get the wrong idea!! hahah), bryan had sticky chewy chocolate n i had a.. forgot the name.. cookie tower?? something lyk tt la.. after tt went to the arcade to play outRUN then realised running late hv to leave met chArm at tanah merah then took 2 down to owen's hse.. we weren't the latest.. Yvonne was.. hahaha.. then played a game then had dinner we were abt to play catching then yvonne say the thing starting liao so went bk listen to danny talk abt usherinng.. then after tt went to the playgrd to play catching.. soooo long nv play liao.. haha then i juz beginning to warm up then hv to leave liao, leroy, sean, dione n me gt a ride frm bryan's dad.. reach hm bathe then go orh liao.. haha.. on Sunday worship quite gd.. after church went KFC wif leroy, bryan, dione n jas.. shared buddy meal with Leroy first time in soooooooo long since i ate KFC chicken.. haha.. not bad la.. then we went cs to play outRUN then bryan played percussion freaks..then bryan had to go liao.. so the 3 of us went popular cuz leroy had o get a3 paper then went tm, yamaha stayed thr quite awhile then went hm, liao.. then i went to my ah ma hse.. my cousins so cute lyk all toddlers are they hv sooomany toys wan.. hahaha anytime of vehicle oso hv then they hv a supermarket oso.. hahaha.. then reach hm did hw went to slp liao.. today sick didn't go sch.. wanted to try to do the hay wire blog but i dunno wad's the username.. so cannot loh.. haha, juz came bk frm doc's later goin bbtc for th orientation.. so fun!! hahaha..

sch sucks

2004-07-01T20:27:00.000+08:00

hmm.. haven updated for few days.. so busy mah... first dAY of sch.. cldn't get up had to pull myself out of bed,, aiyo so tired ar.. then reach sch lyk half dead lyk tt then still hv to chiong hw.. then in the end wad.. all the stupid tys dun wan to collect.. wad the!!! then i chiong until half dead but still nv complete but gd tt they nv collect oso la.. then during history my eyes keep on closing my brain was totally off.. i was practically slping with my eyes open then every nw and then my eye lids will start to close n my head will tilt then hv to lyk force my eyes open.. haha... anyway when bk catch some zzzs, then laster met dione, stef, bryan, leroy n scuter to go bbtc for the worship/sound team oreintation... stef ar.. muz hv been so excited to see the playgrd or something run run run then dunno wad she do jumo ir something then head her whole head on tt blue metal hand glider thing.. wadeva u call tt.. haha.. hope yr head's better!! haha... they went for the oreintation, quite gd.. hv to go for the nxt 3 weeks. then later went for supper ate some yummy roti plate so long nv eat le.. haha, then bryan, dione n me gt a lift frm leroy's parents... then reach hm peng liao.. hahaha.. he nxt day oso the same had to drag myself out off bed then in class straining to keep my eyes open.. still not used to waking up so early yet.. haha.. aiyo yst the stupid eng miss teh aka spongbob square pants aka xiang xia mei.. wah lau!! scold scold scold n scold us.. then she did her famous blinking eyes+ diao-ing ppl thing.. she does tt 24/7 ar i tell u.. so irritating.. wah scold say 1 word blink one time then say a few more diao ppl then blink again.. aiyo!! haha nxt time show u hw she do ar.. hahaha... anyway today can keep my eyes open in class liao.. haha.. so shd e fine le.. tml hv cell... duno whr izzit.. in the end all the teachers nv collect tys say tk y time to do.. aiyo.. contridicting.. juz sch reopen already hv 2 tests.. haha , ok.. hv to go do hw liao..

sorry!!

2004-06-28T15:15:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates.. told u this will happen. hahaha ok lets see.. erm.. wednesday ard 5 plus 6 met leroy to move th stage to 525 took taxi there.. then forgot to tk receipt.. SORRY!! hhaha, forgot to remind Leroy... haha.. then he was lyk feeling so bad anyway we went to walk to the bustop took a bus to susan's place met der at the lift then went up.. had steam boat.. yummy ate until quite ful lyk can explode.. as usual had alot of fun crapping n laming.. haha later jammed for awhile learnt some basic drums.. so hard to coordinate.. hahaha... anyway i manged to get iot played until 11 or 10 plus then we watched youth united live or something.. i can't rmb. so nice!! i can feel the energy juz by watching imagine if u were there live... haha.. some of the songs were one way n all day
i will read my bible n pray i will follow u always.. all day all day.. something lyk tt la.. haha, left at abt 11.15?? ard thr.. then rushed to interchange, der almost no bus go hm, leroy took mrt hm i walk hm.. haha, on thurs went to cut hair wif leroy n bryan then went yamaha, walked ard tryin to find gifts for mentees.. then saw kevin.. haha, anyway then went popular bought the darn tys then went hm... friday had sch.. reached hm slept for awhile then packed bag for sentosa n staying over at suasn's place.. met the others for dinner then walked to bryan's hse, worship was not bad.. then later listened to n sang songs n jammed with a guitar.. bryan was lyk "playing" drums n guitar at the same time.. haha, then susan sms or called can't rmb.. then sounded angry so der, leroy n me quickly rushed gt a cab n went to her hse, rushed to 7 eleven bought drinks some chips n chocolates for susan.. haha then we went up the wrong block only realised it after we were almost goin to reach wad we thgt was her unit.. then me n leroy saw hw come so bright n got the red cloth n lanterns,then der saw kid's slippers n marifold crates.. we were lyk shocked.. then we realised "WRONG BLOCK!!" haha then rushed down went to the right block.. susan wasn't so mad afterall .. we bargain so long but still hv to slp by 2.45 haha, we ate drank talked then watched the ubtied live thing n blessed.. thr was this guy playing the guitar then suddenly did the action of playing drums.. haha lyk bryan.. then Leroy wad mimicking this guy's low n autralian accented voice.."blessed is on of the favourite wrds in the bible.. blah blah" hahaha, anywy had to slp liao der fell aslp so fast i slept lyk ard 4 leroy oso... cuz his rm was so hot.. outside can hear him playing the guitar inside the rm.. haha, poor tin all alone in a hot rm.. haha.. then woke up the nxt day, sat at abt 8.. then washe up ate eggs.. oh i juz rememberd!! leroy put our packet milo in the freezer.. hahaha, n we nv drink leh duno still in her freezer anot.. hahahaha!! oops.. hahaha! then met stef, jasmine, dione n bryan go sentosa, had alot of fun went into the sea play n play then bury leroy n bryan... hahaah.. then dione was telling me n stef actually she didn't wan to come cuz(in sacastic tone)goin to sentosa with church ppl is sooo fun!haha then we n stef splash water at there n try to dunk her.. haha, stef kept wanting to dunk bryan.. haha, there was no sun .. the sun only came out later then we but "sandcastle" hahaha, n sand balls... gt abit burnt. haha, then washed up did not hv xtra shorts so i wore my wet shorts.. so yucky.. haha, anyway the monarial queue was sooo long.. any way then went ps ate kfc.. so full.. then der n stef left the reast of us wanted toplay outran but on;y hv 2 machines so played daytona.. abit suprised cuz i overtook the guys for awhile.. haha.. anyway i stil; suck at outran,, always last.. but at least hv improve la.. haha, then went bk bryan, dione n i alighted at tamp, leroy n jas at pasir ris.. on sunday went church, my SMS ened earlt cuz michelle had some mission talk thing.. then waited for the rest, then wenttm at LJs then played 2 outrun gamed n played the beatbeat thing then i left first.. went to watch windstruck.. quite nics actually.. it's kindda fairytale la.. abit unrealistic.. but still touching n nice sometimes it's gd to use abit of imasgination... hahaha.. then reached hm at abt 9 plus bathe then quickly chiong gw.. slept ar 11.30 today had to pull myself out of bed, kept falling asleep during lessons.. haha, still hv to chiong more tys.. tml still hv to saty bk cuz i nv go for bio twice during the hols..later hv pa orientation..meeting dione, leroy, brayan, scuter.. think wan to catch a nap nw otherwise later beng(4) ar.. haha

senTosa

2004-06-22T12:42:00.000+08:00

hmm.. went sentosa yst with the puppetree n push team.. was running late so me n my sis took a cab.. i boarded the bus first while she went to draw money.. then she tk so long... susan tght everyone here liao then she ask the driver to drive.. haha, then i quickly tell her my sis not here yet.. haha then the bus quickly stop hahaha.. then my sis came running.. n finally boarded the bus. hahahaha.. my mentee was jeslyn.. she such a swt, pretty n cute gal.. haha, gt alot of jokes to tell oso.. hahaha... anyway we went to palawan beach, me n de keep on applying n reapplying sun block.. hahaha, then later susan n nicole were playing frisbee then tier frisbee fly until the sea abit far in.. then they ask me or de go tk... cuz all the rest in the toilet changing.. both of us go into the water but de stopped, so in the end i hack la wentto tk then my shorts wet.. but nvm la, then went to sit down snacked on grapes(cooling!!) n chips.. then the kids came bk they caught 2 water snails n a clam or something lyk tt. me n de decided to walk in the water then de saw a crab n shouted then all the kids so excited wan to pick up the crab.. crabs can be poisonous un know.. then they sort of "captured" the crab.. haha, after tt soon left brough the kids to wash up... terine does things v slow man..haha, then had lunch at bk v full ar... then we walked to dragon trail turned out the wrong place wad susan meant was the merliaon walk then we walk n walk n walk found it.. was dying of thrist but only hv stupid vending machines n no coins.. haha, after tt, walked bk to the ferry terminal, bought a large drink haha so thristy.. setthe monorail 4 1 round then went to wait for the bus to bring as bk to bedok... mentor n mentee suppose to give each other gifts, jeslyn gave me (SO CUTE)hand puppet, paper weight n a book mark (all hand made)i so pai seh i didn; get her anything (yet) so i said i pass to her on sunday... she's so sweet.. hahaha, then afer tt went bugis with leroy, de n her fren.. went to play outran n daytona..haha then walked ard a bit then decided to go macs to eat... denise ps me n leroy juz when we started to eat... hmph!! hahaha.. anyway we eat finish liao then tk mrt hm.. reach hm i use comp for awhile then realise hv to hand in phy tys the nxt day so go on chiong copy ans, do little bit v tired liao so went to orh.. juz came bk frm sch, today continue to chiong copying ans then nv finish but juz hand up la.. hv to buy new bio tys n complete it by fri.. sian... aiya.. tt's all so tired nw, tis morn eyes cld not open ar.. eyes small lyk lines only.. hahahaha..

bad mood

2004-06-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

in a really bad mood nw.. dun iritate me...and wad's really irritating me nw is my bloody comp n pop up ads!!! i'm tryin really hard to control the language i'm usin man..(TAME MY TONGUE) happiness in life juz doesn't seem real anymore.. everything is lyk an illusion.. am i leadin a double life?? dunno wad's real anymore, dunno wad to do anymore!! everyone juz seems sad, stressed, sian, or troubled.... who is truly happy nowadays.... GOD HELP ME!!! anyway.. YEAH!!! i gt my converse shoes.. hahaha.. at least thr's something to be 1% cheerful abt.... life is juz so unpredictedable.. sometimes it's juz a bed of THORNS..

lalala

2004-06-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

juz came bk frm cell.. today had to wake up early to go to sch.. SIAN, reach sch anyhow sit in grps in the hall chairs n tables provoded n do tys frm 8 to 11.. after 30 mins i felt v reastless n felt lyk i needed to juz leave the sch.. hahaha, then so hungry then was waiting waiting for 9.30 4 break.. finally then went to eat outside came bk tried to do some tys then finaly 11.. suppose to hv bio pract after but didn't wan to stay in sch any longer so left n went hm.. played comp, suppose to hv a gathering with some pri sch mates but in the end didnt go cuz v few ppl goin n they goin to play badminton in hougang.. so i played comp for away then went to slp.. slept until 4, 5 lyk tt then bathe suppose to meet stef at 5.30 but she dais goin to be late so i juz wait at hm watching tv for her call.. then in the end met stef n some of the other guys 4 dinner at LJs again.. i love LJ's fried fish!! hahahah yummy!!! slurp slurp!! after tt they went to play outran then went to interchange meet the others, angela called me cuz she didn't know whr to meet n had no idea whr the small mac was.. hahaha probably confused .. then took a bus to Bryan's hse 4 cell.. worship was gd sang some of my fave songs.. "still" is quite a nice song!! haha, then had small grp, suppose to talk abt the stuff we learn at camp we atlked abt tt then digress to the new church buuilding then went bk to the topic then ended up digressing again to out erm.. opinions n views abt certain tins?? kindda of felt certain tins are unfair .. n wad happened to personal space or privacy... ya... anyway after tt looked at camp photos then asked bryan to hlp us develope some... thr's tis 2photos of bryan look hw to say.. cute?? hahaha, stef n di orcerd those.. haha, i juz ordered some grp photos.. . then shared cab wif dione n leroy, didn't hv to pay a cent hahahaha! anyway goin out tml. yeah!! haha.. i think tt's all,hahaha... nitez!!

aiyooooooo

2004-06-17T22:17:00.000+08:00

i'm sucha idiot... accidentally deleted my whle blog template.. hahahahahahahah!! then i had to re-do the whole tin again.. aiyo... spend abt 1 hr re-doing the whole tin again... i think it looks beta la.. but gt some weird things.. aiya.. wadeva.. anyway hv sch tml till 1.30 BORING!! probably leave half way.. anyway hv cell tml at bryan's meeting stef eralier to go Fox n buy shorts.. mb go bodyshop then hv dinner tthen meet 'em..

words

2004-06-17T19:17:00.000+08:00

juz got back... suppose to go for bio/chem lessons today woke up at 7 plus but felt v tired n was feeling lyk shit was coughing n my throat hurt so decided not to go... so when bk to slp . slept until abt 12.35 then quickly wake up, wash up , change cook some maggie mee eat liao then rush down to 253 to hlp out in the puppetree workshop.. today only hv 6 ppl i tin, susan, karen, nicole, me, leroy n doraline.. teach the kids there puppetry. the kids so funnny man.. hahaha, but was quite fun la, but abit tiring n v noisy remind me of last yr chinldren's camp.. haha, then the person gave us present, chocolates (DoVe) haha.. then went for a talk/dinner at LJ wif susan n Leroy... first time i tk longer to finish my food then Leroy.. hahaha, the talk wasn't as bad as i supposed it will be.. juz talked abt cell, older/younger youth n some personal stuff la.. wadeva was said i think was quite true la, oso need to do abit of thinking... felt lyk quitting puppetree but today reminded me of the fun it can bring.. aiyo oso dunno whether wan to quit anot liao.. goin to hv a steam boat dinner at suasn's place on wed sorta of a gathering for some "old" frenz.. haha, Oh and the outing on monday will only be spending the whole day at sentosa and we can stay thr even after they leave.. haha, yeah.. tml hv a outing with some pri sch mates.. dunno can mk it anot cuz i hv classes till 1.30.. hmm.. i think tt's all, see fo thr's anything else to update later on..

-Communication is the key-

new

2004-06-12T15:51:00.000+08:00

juz messing ard.. can't get anything done YET.....